Hello I am new here ,I have been trying to preform wild for a week
now,I am a natural lucid dreamer and I had lucid dreams from age 14
(about 2-3 per month). But last week I had a new thing that happened to me
.I was very tired and did some relaxation techniques before bed(I wasnt even aware of the wild phenomenon) and after a while I started felling numbness,this numbness turned into full sleep paralysis to the point where I did not feel like I have a body(yet I was not dreaming) this was followed by a sensation of spinning and sinking until I got too scared and woke up.Since then I have been reading a lot about wild and trying to perform it (here in the forums and other resources)
but am not able to project myself into a dream for some reason.I am able to reach a full sleep paralysis very quickly and feel some sensation after a while yet I do not experience any HI or HS. I try to visualize different things when I feel the sensations but it seems they only last a few moments and Strangely I sometimes
feel too concentrated or too awake to sleep and when I just try to passively observe, my mind wonders of to other thoughts which distract me.
Also when I quit(after an hour or so) and change position, I fall asleep
instantly.

I need some help because I feel that I am so close and I have been growing
impatient to reach lucidity .

Any comment will be appreciated.