SO close to WILD!

[sometimeafter2am]

I have been trying to WILD for a month or so now, and I honestly haven't even really come close until tonight. I actually wasn't even trying to WILD tonight, at least not trying very hard. I was just trying to get back to sleep after waking up with a migraine. I guess the pain acted as my "anchor" to conciousness. Even though this still was not a real WILD, I think I got a lot of insight into why I've been failing. I wasn't concentrating very hard on trying this time, just kind of thought about it and was like, no why bother, my head hurts a lot. I was letting my mind drift trying to sleep and I realized I was getting a lot of auditory hypnogogia. I nearly never get visuals. I kept listening and all of a sudden I had an EXTREMELY clear image of clouds, and right in the center of my field of vision was a tunnel like hole through the clouds with clear sky at the end. If you've seen Donnie Darko it kind of reminded me of the wormholes he sees. All of a sudden I got sucked towards the sky at the end of the tunnel and into another EXTREMELY clear scene of a field at sunset. I realized what had happened and I woke up almost instantly. Sucks that I ruined it by getting excited, but I'm really happy to know FINALLY what it feels like to be a passive observer to my minds imagery. Normally I think I try to force it. Oh well, better luck next time!

[Ellipsis]

Wow that sounds like an amazing experience. Sorry it didn't work out though. But I think the fact that you got far is a major accomplishment.

[Godl!ke]

It seems you had some trouble in getting through the entire WILD. I'd recommend you read this thread which also links you to an mp3 you can download. Perfect for condition the body for having WILDs http://dreamviews.com/community/show...ght=yoga+nidra Ever since I started with this mp3 I'm beginning to notice my body as it falls asleep and therefor I'm conscious to WILD. I hope this will also help you too.. Good luck!! ::Credits to Simply.Complex for this post!!!! =D