Okay, there's probably been a lot of people that have said this in the past, but...i just gotta say it one more time.

Whenever i try to RC, i'm not exactly sure what to do. I can't really pretend and say, "hmm, that's strange, i should see if i'm dreaming!" That doesn't work for me that well. And i don't see a lot of really weird things in RL, so thats also a problem. I HAVE NO CONTROL OVER WHAT I WANT MY MIND TO THINK!!! My life is to realistic now that i'm getting older. As a child, i would lucid almost every DAY!

Okay, sorry if that sounded angry...'im a little stressed out right now.