SP in DEILD/SP is the best feeling ever!/WILD about nothing

[Ryuinfinity]

I DEILDed last night, and just as I started to fade, I felt the buzzing of SP for the first time in my life. It was one of the best sensations I have ever felt (the only better one being riding roller coasters) and I can't wait to experience it again tonight, but since I didn't know if it was supposed to happen in DEILD, I thought I was already dreaming. I opened my eyes and saw only swirling red light (there was no closed-eyes HI) when I saw this, I did my trusty tongue bite RC, but I passed, and the red quickly faded, leaving me staring at my ceiling. I did another 20 or so reality checks, and they all passed. At this point I went back to sleep normally. What was this? Also, in another "second attempt" WILD (my first, I used to be scared of SP) later in the night, I went through a much more intense SP, complete with the HH of my girlfriend swearing at me . At the end of this, I felt a kind of climax of intense spinning sensations and colors blasting at me through my closed eyes. Then it all faded, and when I opened my eyes after, I just woke up, as if out of a non-LD. Just suddenly. It seems like I was dreaming of black? WTF. Any advice or an answer to my DEILD question?

[AtomiC]

You should try to relax and wait. Try to visualise things and make it appear in front of you.

[Ryuinfinity]

For the blackness in SP? How about my DEILD troubles?

[Illusi0n]

It seems you have deild! I have some advices for you. NEVER do anything in the middle of SP, simply relax and wait how AtomiC said. When all weird sensations passed, simply get up and do a RC, WIlds and Deilds most of the time, specialy when you don´t visualize, start with a FA. Sometimes i have that problem of blackness too, in my case the dream isn´t estabilized, so i use a dream estabilizing technic and try to not loose lucidity. Walk a little and colors will start come.