last night i was really hoping on having an LD so i could work on controlling aspects of my dream. well, while i was sleeping, i kept telling myself that i had to realize when i was dreaming. there was even a few times i told myself i was dreaming, but couldn't focus on anything long enough to change it or do an rc. i woke myself up a few times, still thinking to myself that i had to do an rc. i was so intent on the mission, that i missed my dream i do remember successfully dream spinning, but i don't remember what happened after that. grrrrr....