Originally Posted by
jessie1203
This is a VERY good thread!, I can't wait to hear more..
I attribute most of my fear to some presence that keeps bugging me at home.. I've always felt strong emotions.. fear, and sometimes images in my head.. scary images.. sometimes I don't even like to look at myself in the mirror... I feel like mirros can show certain things that we couldn't see normally (I've never actully seen anything, but still), I avoid them... I know its stupid and I'm not as obsessed about it as I may sound.. but I live alone now, (my dad just passed away) and the apt gets really dark, and I can't help these images in my head... I spend a LOT of time alone.. I don't go out.. don't have friends at the moment.. they're all back in my country :(
I went to a channeling a couple of months ago.. and the spirit talking through this man, was suppose to be a good spirit, like in the name of God.. he comes and takes over this guy to help people. you can share with him whatever problem or concern you have, and he will help you, advice you... I came to him with this 'concern' of mine.. told him how sometimes I have these sudden Emotions! running thru me... strong emotions, of sadness or helplessness.. like when you feel that something bad is going to happen... I sense fear, and darkness... its weird, and I'm tired of it...
He told me that was a long story.. complicated and it took much more time to explain, and our time was running out.. so he explained it in a very quick way... he said: in past lives, we sometimes do things to people.. we hurt them... bad... so these people, filled with anger and wanting to get revenge, they start following you around, after they die... they even follow you in following incarnations you may have, just to wait for you to be just a little depressed or whatever.. just a little window and BUM! they start trying to hurt you, and feeding off you misery.. (sort of... I mean these are my words, not the exact words he said), :?
They just want to make you "pay" for what you did to them...
So he said it wasn't me.. it wasn't in my head... which was kind of a relief for me!, I thought I had a heart of psycho!! :shock: cause sometimes I have these thoughts and images out of no where, that are just... weird, so weird I don't feel like sharing..
... After that, I've felt a little more confident, and the big emotions have been reduced.. I try to pray when I feel like this.. and I actually feel a little better... But sometimes my dreams!! man!!, i wake up all tired of dreaming sometimes really nasty stuff!! So if someone has an idea of how to keep these 'entities', 'ghosts' or 'demons' away, please let me or.. let us know!!...
Or at least, how can I bring good ghosts, or energies into my life, to scare away all these bad ones?... I know positive thinking is a way.. you attract what you think.. but if there is something to help a bit, that'd be great!