Most intriguing Dream I have had

[Nirvana Starseed]

I had this dream when I was 11 and still remember it clearly. I was in a house I'd never seen, I went out into this greenhouse and started to go through a box on the table. I found a mini toy video game and a doll. I held onto these, as I walked towards the other side of the greenhouse, then someone entered the room. It was courtney love, She had a needle in her hand. "what are you doing?". I asked "Just hold still" she said trying to inject the needle into my arm. A bit of a struggle then things go black. There is 2 people, 1 is courtney love and another guy. They are tying to position a shotgun in between someone on the ground. They are discussing what is the best position to put the gun in. The move it together several times until they are happy with the position of the gun. They wipe the gun clean with something. Then courtney puts a note here, adds a little bit at the end of the note which kurt wrote and they walk off. What is interesting to me is when I was 11 years old. I had no idea who kurt cobain was. In the dream I WAS Kurt cobain. Since the information about the toy and the doll are so spot on with real life events. I think this was like a physic dream. I have come to believe from this dream that kurt did not kill himself at all. He was murdered and courtney made it look like suicide. What is even more interesting is that the gun in rea life had no fingerprints on it either. I was thinking about what kurt was saying a few days before he went missing. He brought the gun for protection with his friend. The same gun that was found with him when he was dead. Which courtney used to stage it. And he was really worried for his life at the time. His car tires were slashed and credit card cancelled. Someone was trying to stop him from doing something. he said. "I don't know where I am going but I can't stay here" I have a feeling he was about to divorce courtney, move and break up from the band. His letter seems more about breaking up from the band, rather than a suicide note.

[sephiroth clock]

Thats really odd. At the beginning of your post I thought that you were just too obsessed with nirvana based on your login name (NirvanaStarseed) but either that has to do with real nirvana, or after you discovered the correlation between your dream and the band leader you became fascinated with this story. I'm going to say that if you had no knowledge of kurt cobain was than your dream might have been tapping into some kind of future. If you knew who courtney love was than you somehow might have subconciously figured out about kurt cobain, I have no idea how you could've had this dream with no knowledge of his suicide. In seventh grade we had to do debate in class and my friend chose the topic whether or not kurt cobain commit suicide or was killed by courtney love, he chose the stance the kurt cobain was killed by courtney love. After he read the later and gave his side of the evidence it was really interesting to think about. I can't really decide, but I don't have that much knowledge of the band, kurt, or the suicide in general.

[Nirvana Starseed]

I didn't even know who courtney was. It is impossible I could have known this. The name is more about the meaning of the word itself rather than the band. I have to make a correction I was younger than 11 it was more like 9.

[Awaken]

Fascinating. Collective memory I suppose, and you just happened to be at the right place in quantum space, at the right time, to hear Kurt's tale. This world's too fucked up in the first place to consider you crazy