Some years ago i started having some real problems with sleep, I could not fall sleep for more than 2 months. From 12pm to 5am I was just rolling on my bed without a single moment of sleep. The hours were passing by really quick but i was sure i could not sleep at all. One day... being very fustrated because of this problem I just snaped, started crying and hitting the wall next to me with my fist... then i tried to "DISCONNECT" my body making an effort to stop everything I could, my heart, my mind... EVERYTHING!!!... in that moment... around 3am, inmediately I made the effort to disconnect myself I felt like something grabbing "my soul" from my chest and pulling it to "the ground", it lasted a sec and in that sec I thought... "damn, what have i done!". Right after that i remember "dreaming" that i was im my bed and there was someone else looking at me with no facial expession, that person was ME!... then I (the one on the bed) started to get closer to the I (standing looking at me), when we merged I felt a HUGE PEACE on my mind... and finally... started sleeping. Since that moment I never had any other problem with sleeping. I know it wasnt just a dream because dreams that you remember usually happens when your about to wake up. This "dream" I had happend just after I got my "soul" grabbed and pulled. WHAT HAPPEND TO ME??????????????????????
Just for the record, when I was 12 year and less I used to "walk while sleeping", Im from costa rica so I dont know how you call this. I used to cry a lot while "walking while sleeping" and then in the morning I could not remember anything at all but just the feeling of been like that sometime in the night. Sometime I could remember little pieces of those episodes but every time was like seeing myself from a 3rd person view.
Everything stopped when I passed the 12 years. Now im a person who "controls" dreams in a regular basis... I control 8 of 10 dreams but still with some limitations created by myself. The problem is that now I started to have some problems because some dreams tent to get so real and detailed that I cant awake without making a huge effort which leaves me very tired.
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