I need some of your views on this, or perhaps your help if you know a way to deal with this.
The thing is, when I visualize an area during meditation or sleep I see or feel this prescence around me. A mind, a spirit.

Yesterday I had an idea, I wanted to speak to my guardian angel about my life. (I have never spoken to such a thing, and I dont quite know if I can but I tried). So I visualized a path, with grass, water... all the senses involved to create a world that I could trust. I looked towards the skies and I wanted to call for my guardian angel, so that it could communicate with me.

But I never got that far, I looked behind me and I saw this figure. Creepy, scary and he was following me down the path. I just took a break from meditation because I really didnt like him.

Thats one of the times I've actually seen it. Other times is in my dreams where I often feel that someone is constantly around me, just invisible. I'm not sure if it wants to hurt me, or tell me something. Still I kinda feel that the thing is evil, the spirit. This happens in alot of dreams, I feel someone around me but I cant really see them. I often feel its a female spirit.


There was a dream I had a few days ago where there was this woman that people called "the witch". And I remember this spesific person that met me on this grassy place in the middle of the city. He was hostile towards me... I cant really remember what happens next. Either I put him on fire with my mind, or he suddenly bursts into flames on his own. But it happened. Then the fires stopped burning, he was still fine and the shouted to me... "The witch, she's here, follow me" and he started running towards something I felt was a subwaystation. But we actually ran upwards (inside this subway building, stairs). Then when we reached the top he pointed at this woman, perhaps 25 years old, black short hair, black clothes. "There she is, the witch, now you see her." I was frightened, she had a neutral face, but I got paralyzed in fear for some reason I cant understand. And I woke myself up and wrote down the dream.

I want to know who this person is, what she/he/it wants. Why its constantly around me, like that woman herself would be my guardian angel? I'm confused, I want to communicate or destroy, but I do not know how to proceed.

Did someone curse me? Did I meet someone somewhere that did something to me?

I need some experienced views on this. Please do not post if you lie, I'm dead serious.