I'm starting to notice something weird.
Over the last few years I have hoped for several big things to happen, and somehow they do. I don't persue these things. They just sorta happen.
EXAMPLE: I wanted to go to Amsterdam for the longest time. For some reason I got involved with this club at school that I had little interest in. I joined it just for the easy credits. The second year being with this club, they unexpectedly announce we are going to a conference to Amsterdam ON THE SCHOOL'S DOLLAR.
This isn't the only example, its just a good one. Its almost as if I will formulate something I really want. Dream about it, and then forget about it for a while. Sure enough, a couple weeks/months/years later it somehow happens.
ANOTHER SEEMINGLY UNRELATED EXAMPLE: When I was 2 or 3, I used to tell this lie that my parents and I used to live in a big white house on a hill. I wasn't one of those storytelling lying types, so it always annoyed my parents. My mother recently pointed out to me, matter-of-factly, that they (and myself for a short period) live in a large white house (6 bedroom, 4 bath) on a hill. White houses are fairly common, as are hills, but when they were two small town teachers on a paycheck to paycheck budget, there was no way they could have expected to be where they are today.
I guess my question is this. Is there some sort of precognition present in some people, not necessarily a "I see the future before it happens", but more like a "I expect this to happen" and it manifests? I have hundreds of friends who are under the impression they're going to be the next big rock star, the next great filmmaker, a millionaire, famous actress, and its almost certain they won't be. Its more like they HOPE for those things to rather than they KNOW they are going to happen.
What differentiates between KNOWING something is going to come about and HOPING something comes about? Does this indicate certain things are fated, or that there is this blank command prompt in nature that only certain people can direct?
I hope you guys understand what I'm trying to ask, as I read this over, I don't think I can really explain what I'm thinking...
Peace.
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