Help me...

I am 15. My name is NOVA. I have the cool ability to have vivid daydreams, which I have deemed lucid daydreaming. I attempted to LD, but later gave up. For now. I am planning on going lucid come summer (lots less stress than school). But...

You know how you're body almost won't let you LD? How it will try to wake you up, make you have a false awakening, and etc? Well, my body is doing almost the opposite. When I was LDing, I never remembered, but on the same day, at one random point, always when I am half asleep (usually class), time slowed down. A good point in the "Beyond Dreaming" section. It did not happen when I did not attempt a LD.

But then I stopped.

I had set strict training, including WILDing every night. When I stopped, it is logically my body would be confused, as what would happen if you were a junk food eater than started eating only vegetables. It is confused. Well, my body did that to me, almost as if it is punishing me for giving up. Time no longer slows down. It speeds up. Whenever I near sleep, like when I am almost dozing off in the shower, I open my eyes again and am like "I think I fell asleep for one minute." But then I get out and look at the clock. 30 minutes have passed. OW. If anyone has a way to stop my body from basically attacking me, reply to my post in the LD forums at dream views.

Log of weird things:

3-16
Clearly remembered false awakening upon waking. Upon showering, I remembered something odd. A dream. I will record it here.

I was some kind of agent. I did not know (or remember) who I was working for, I just remember I'm an agent. At the end of the dream, the only part I can recall, I am injected with something.

I think that "Injection" was actually tied to the false awakening. The agent thing and all this may be tied to my lucid daydreaming. I may have just thought of it.



Please. Help me. I am almost going crazy. Time speeding up... its enough to drive you nuts.