I just Had an OBE today.
Almost died, because part of it was when I was awake.
(I have to breathe when I'm awake, so my time was limited)
This Means The answer to Whether or not I should be Christian, after all these years of Agnosticism, is No.
Let me elaborate,
I was dreaming like normal,
I was having a very elaborate Lucid dream,
then I woke up.
four seconds later the "object" appeared on the ceiling (the "object" is usually a person or thing you fear, but in this case, it was a person's head that looked eerily similar to Beetleguise, Because I had already diminished my last fear. Maybe this is what Jacques [Pronounced Jack Wes] looked like. Jacques is a Psych, and a "Dog" (I'm not even sure what DOG means just yet))
I struggled to fight it back, my soul was repeatedly flying towards The "Object",
Just then, when I was about to give in and die, I heard a voice.
Telling someone about her Daughter, and how she taught her never to give up, or some other corny thing along the lines of that.
anyway, this gave me (Pride???) encouragement, and just when my lungs couldn't go without air for another second, I was on the brink of death, I fought it.
and won.
the "object" disappeared
I didn't wake up, for I was already awake when I started it.
I fear this might Just be preparation for a bigger one though,
or just a light slap for trying to think about being Christian.
I can't believe I'm saying this, but...
Moonie was wrong.
or maybe jacques just wants me to think there is no god.
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