Hello..

For the past few nights I had some really awful experiences before falling asleep.

I seem to be aware that I'm still awake, but I still feel asleep. It is like I can't do one of both things completely... I want to fully wake up, I do it for a few seconds and then I enter again a creepy place in which I am dreaming but I'm not asleep!!!!

I have horrible feelings, about death or dark unknown places. I found out one week ago my aunt has cancer, and it has made metastases on her bones.. Every day the pain is getting worth. So the last two nights before falling asleep, I could feel like her.. I felt like I was her, inside her body.. It was horrible = ( It also happens to me sometimes that I feel I'm someone else during that period before falling asleep. I am aware of what's going on, but terrible images keep coming, and I cannot avoid it.

Can anyone give me some advise on how to end this? Has anyone ever experienced something similar?

Thanks = )