I stopped lucid dreaming because of school going on, but decided that I wanted to have a lucid dream last night. So, I went to bed, and just told myself I wanted one. I closed my eyes, and heard a sound and opened my eyes. I looked around, and everything was swaying. I went back to sleep, and woke up again with another hallucination. This one was a guy repeating my name over and over again, and started talking about all kinds of stupid stuff and I kept telling him to shut up, stop it lol. Anyway, after that I kept having a ton of false awakenings. The last three, I kept waking up to plugging my nose for a reality check. I got scared if I couldn't actually wake up. Though, the last one, when I woke up, and this was different. I plugged my nose, and tried to get up. I felt a pressure on my chest, and one point it was gone, and I kept trying to get up. So I was stuck at the point where I was sitting upwards, and couldn't stand up. I did a reality check again, and I was still breathing. I tried changing objects that were in my room, but nothing at all were changing. I got scared, and thought is this an OBE? I started to fight my way out of my body, but I was stuck. Then I tried to sleep, but it wouldn't let me. I got so scared at one point. I just kept plugging my nose to make sure if this was a dream or what. I kept plugging until finally all of a sudden I was back in my body. My eyes were open during that time. I didn't close my eyes at all. I don't know if it was a dream or not but usually I can change something in it. |
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