What I am about to explain to you started when I was about 13 years old,

Ever since I that age, I have been able to stop whatever I am doing and just sit there and in my head "Imagine" what it would be like if I was the only person around for miles and miles.. I know it sounds crazy, but you must understand that I can literally "feel exactly" what it would be like if that was such the case.. I am able to do this anytime I want, I just concentrate for a few seconds and it happens...

In another case I was just getting out of school (college) and I was waiting at the city bus terminal downtown and I was looking at a puddle of water, and while looking at the puddle of water I could almost "Sense" a different life.. it's hard to explain, but almost feeling like a perfect world / life just by looking at the water... LOL this is so hard to explain...

The water thing is hard to explain but the other thing isn't.. It's almost like i am blocking out everything that is going on around me (it doesn't matter if I am in a mall or grocery store) I can stop what I am doing, and just imagine what it would be like if I was the only one there.. Feeling every aspect, the silence, the mood, the air....

The most recent time I was thinking about my best friend who I am in love with, and I was sitting there and i got so deep into my thoughts that it almost felt like I was "Consumed" by her love.. I could literally feel a presence in the air, and feel her love in the room.. I know it all sounds crazy, but I am just wondering what this is.. Because it's weird, no matter how much detail I go into explaining it, nobody could ever really truly understand what I mean, because I am only one person... I am just looking for advice or an explanation, something!

So in advance I thank those who took the time to read and reply, and I have been on this site for about 4 years, and I wouldn't make something like this up.. I have always had a very HUGE imagination and always been a HUGE DAY DREAMER... So again, thank you for your time!

Spiritofthewolf