mothers nightmare

[fly by night]

This story is about a terrifying experience my mother had when I was around 2 years old. I,m 38 now and I can feel the terror my mother went through as she has difficulty telling the story today. A little bit about my background will aid in this story. I,m the youngest of 10 children and at the time our ages ranged from 2 to 18 4 bros. and 5 sis. I know big family. After I was born my mother went through some complications with physical and mental stress, maybe due to hormone imbalance? Who could blame her after giving birth 10 seperate times! It was late at night and we were all asleep in the house. My mom woke up to a loud rumbling sound in her room and as she opened her eyes she saw burning flames roaring up the walls and over the ceiling of her bedroom! She was terrified in shock as she was slowly being lifted out of her bed.At this time she heard a deep tremendously loud powerful voice speak to her with these words ( kill your children ..you dont need them anymore..get rid of them...kill your children!) This was more then a loud voice it was more like a powerful evil force because as strange as it may sound she told me that she had to fight to resist the actual temptation! She was battling fear, levitation, fire and the powerful controlling voices because deep inside she knew she didnt want to committ these unthinkable acts but at the same time felt compelled to do so. As she was pleading for help from the force she was under she then heard a very soft soothing voice speak to her.It was complete opposite of the powerful influencial voice she was hearing. It whispered these words ( don,t kill your children..you don,t want to do that...you love your children!) Eventually she sank back down onto the bed and all the flames the rumbling and the voices all disappeared. Needless to say she was forever shocked from the experience especially because she isnt quite convinced it was a dream.She never did say she awoke after that? What do you think she may have experienced? sp, false awakening, obe perhaps? Unfortunately you hear true stories of stressed mothers who have committed such terrible acts.

[marctheseeer]

Most incidents like these tend to be associated with SP with associated hallucinations. I know how real it all can seem, even to someone who knows about SP in the first place and has it regularly. So I can just imagine how upsetting it can be for people new to it, as my first incident with it was. I also didn't tell anyone for years. Since my first episode with SP a few years ago, I've never slept in the dark. I've always had at least two lights on in my room so that if one burnt out, there would still be the second to provide light. When the lights are on, things are fine and I can enjoy and welcome the SP. It feels wonderful. However, last night was the 2nd time I decided to try sleeping with the lights out. I managed to get some courage and gave it a go. About 20 minutes into it, I became aware and was being acosted by an evil entity that was speaking to me and screwing with my head. It was so real! I can only assume with was SP. It's hard for me to tell when something so upsetting is occuring. The first time I slept with the lights off, a similar thing happened. I'm not sure why the lights repel the incidents, but I sure won't be sleeping with them off anytime soon. Does your mother have anything she does to help protect her? Anything religious or some such thing?