I am a precognitive dreamer. I predict many things without realizing it untill after they had happened. However two years or so ago I had started predicting deaths of people I knew. I would have dreams of how I was told of their deaths and it happens just as how I had dreamt it. I never knew when or how they were going to die just that it will be soon. One died 6 months after my dream and one died 3 weeks after. I've also woken up crying and in a fit in the middle of the night only to be told the next morning that someone had died at the time I woke up in the middle of the night.

I am afraid to go to sleep at times. Horrified dreaming of these things. It's been awhile since I have but I know it won't be the last. I'd prefer not to know that they had died. When they did die I did not mourn near as much as I should have because I already knew. I didn't say anything to anyone at that time because I wasn't sure that it would happen. I am now prepared moer for futer events a such but am still horribly concerned.