Well, I haven't attained lucidity or experienced the "foreign" dreams since my last post. I did, however, have another experience, which I have had before and never given thought to - but now believe to be connected to the dreams:
I was sitting on the couch with my boyfriend (we'll call him T) watching some media, when my eyes began to feel really strange - like a pressure behind my eyeballs - and my vision changed very slightly... not like a hallucination, or a visible shift, it just looked like the resolution of my brain was set a little bit too low - objects appeared closer than they were, I felt "small" even though what I was seeing was from my usual height.
At the same time, I started to have a wave of confusion - at first I just wrote it off as nothing unusual, as I admit, I am a stoner - but then it solidified into a feeling that I have felt before when entirely sober. A handful of times throughout my life I have had spells of feeling entirely unfamiliar to myself - for example, I look at T and he looks like a stranger. I still know who he is, I still can recall all my memories associated with him, but they feel distant and far away (almost like in the dreams when I "remember" someone else's memories). The first time I can remember this happening was about 4 or 5 years ago, but like I said - I've always just written it off and never thought of it again.
So, you're clever, I'm sure you're already thinking what I'm thinking - either I'm going completely and utterly mad, or there's some kind of two-way connection going on here. Or both, I suppose.
I have decided to have faith in my sanity and accept that there is some kind of connection going on, so assuming that... what do I do? How can I communicate with this person?
I have read of something similar to this in "The Education of Oversoul Seven" trilogy by Jane Roberts, a psychic and spirit medium. While that was a fictional story, I am inclined to believe many of the concepts discussed within, partially because the author is so well-versed in these arenas, and partially because it simply resonates with my own beliefs and observations. Her description of the dream world and of the character's shared dreams is spot-on to what I have been experiencing.
Has anyone read any non-fiction accounts of this type of experience? Does it have a name? I'm not even sure what to Google, lol!
Thanks for any and all input, and for not assuming that I'm just nuts!
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