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Im going to make use of this to write the one dream that has been following me during my whole life (18 years) that i can remember.

I am like in an empty void of space, like in another dimension, surrounded by enormous rocks that are falling really slow (like in an asteroids field) , im felling really weird because i dont know where i am. Then i see my father transformed into a really big and strong man (kinda like Hulk) breaking the rocks with his fists, and REALLY REALLY mad,and angry, and shouts at me. I feel really really sad, but not like crying, and sometimes i think i speak but with a weak and high pitch voice.
It also appears a ittle blonde girl, feeling like me and i think crying.

I havent had this dream for a long time (a few years) but i remember having it multiple times, and after every time asking myself: "I have had this dream before or its just that i feel it, like a dejavu", but im sure i have had it a few times during my life. After i wake up i feel really bad and disturbed, sad, depressed... but not sure why, till I realize it was a dream and im in reality and my dad is a cool guy .

This is a really weird scene, and again i see a little younge blonde girl (have seen it in other dreams), looks weird but now i can have it here to remember.

Tried WILD before sleep, didnt work, sleep, get a non-lucid dream:

We were in Alcatraz prison, a few friends of mine and me, and also a huge number of people, like a turistic visit (like in Sean Conery´s movie- I had seen that same day a movie by this actor, really coincidence). Then all of a suden people started getting violent, and by a sickness or something everyone started turning into a zombie, one by one. They were attacking us, but a few of us were "inmune", so we started defending with weapons (dont even know where they came from), guns, shotguns... even killed one og my friends who turned into zombie .
After all we were only a bunch of people, like 5-6 and an Helicopter came to rescue us. Can remember a random blonde guirl (usually see a blonde girl in my dreams, possible DG??).
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Ok this dream was surprisingly similar to mixing Seans Conerys "Scape from Alcatraz" and "Left4Dead" videogame, both things that i really like, so maybe it has realation?

I was there at a waterpark, in the tallest slide waiting to go down with all the people waiting on a line behind me, they seemed a bit pissed off because i was taking too much time.,
Then suddenly i wasnt wearing any pants (WTF1), and it looked to me like a great idea to go down the slide nude, but the guy in the first line shouted something like: Put your pants on! or something, and then i was really confused and thought: "Of course i must put my pants on" and i putted them on and jumped down the slide.
I know more things happened but i can vaguely remember them.

Really weird (not surprising tough)