aperting

Im going to make use of this to write the one dream that has been following me during my whole life (18 years) that i can remember.

I am like in an empty void of space, like in another dimension, surrounded by enormous rocks that are falling really slow (like in an asteroids field) , im felling really weird because i dont know where i am. Then i see my father transformed into a really big and strong man (kinda like Hulk) breaking the rocks with his fists, and REALLY REALLY mad,and angry, and shouts at me. I feel really really sad, but not like crying, and sometimes i think i speak but with a weak and high pitch voice.
It also appears a ittle blonde girl, feeling like me and i think crying.

I havent had this dream for a long time (a few years) but i remember having it multiple times, and after every time asking myself: "I have had this dream before or its just that i feel it, like a dejavu", but im sure i have had it a few times during my life. After i wake up i feel really bad and disturbed, sad, depressed... but not sure why, till I realize it was a dream and im in reality and my dad is a cool guy .

This is a really weird scene, and again i see a little younge blonde girl (have seen it in other dreams), looks weird but now i can have it here to remember.