Britt88

Details: I've been going through a lot lately. Firstly I was kicked out of my apartment by a jealous roommate, am dating someone but not sure of where it will lead me. Now getting ready to get into college and making strides to improve my life; as well as finding a new place with a friend (That I like, and mutually likes me in return). So lots of upheaval.

The dream: Starts with me studying at the public library I typically hang out at after class. Then an ex lover walks in I had not seen him for years. At first he does not recognise me. I notice him but stay silent and focused on my work, though I do not hide my presence. However he double takes me and walks up to my table. He kisses me on the forehead, remarking that I have changed so much since the last time he had seen me. We talk, he mentions that he is married and with kids ( I knew this in my waking life). Then tells me how happy it has made him,despite hating his wife. He then asks me if I had children yet. I tell him that I never want them (truth in life). He seems soloem telling me that he always wanted a kid with me, but things between he and I were too messed up; then it was a shame, since he thought that finally I was good enough for him.

The dream shifted to me hiking, I had a hard time getting up a steep hill and asked a friend for a hand up. He refused. And my ex rode past me on his bike. I got angry, and grew wings and just flew up the hill instead. After I bought a ton of Sailor Moon toys for myself at a store and skipped away to my home.