Britt88

This dream is an old one so I can't recall the details in my life at that point, however it just really stuck with me. I'd like a bit of insight on what it might mean.

The dream was set in a space ship, where I was in charge of recording the teams trip and progress with a sort of hand held camcorder. As we approached a black hole everything suddenly warped into a twisted version of the ship. All the crew aside from me were killing and mutilate each other. Even one women started carving her unborn child out of her stomach. Hands came out of the toilets, blood dripping from the walls and all sorts of organic growth took over.

I was running around the camcorder in my hand as I was so scared that I fell between a survival mode and delusion. When I reached the navigation deck, there was a strange creature. Its body was like a bi-pedal, and two armed worm, slimy, with a mouth filled with razor sharp teeth, it walked in an odd jerky motion. It walked towards me, laughing. It was impressed that I had not subsumed to the insanity like the rest of the crew. It asked me why I would not become corrupt like the rest, and that it was a battle of wills before I broke.

I collapsed onto the floor while it kept on taunting me. Then all of a sudden everything went back to normal because another ship tugged us out. Just like that the crew and ship were alive and well. They had no memories of the events, while I had some lingering feeling something was wrong. That's when I looked at what I had filmed. The footage was still there from the hellish incident, and the memories came back in full.

That's when my body started to mutate into something monstrous. The crew freaked out seeing my appearance change into a non human form; that's when I lost it and killed the whole crew, save for the captain. I cursed and blamed him for what had happened that it was his fault for going near the black hole. He killed him self with a bullet to the head. The other ship borded, I regained some sense and didn't attack them. That's where things kinda got fuzzy.

Details: Since my break with my ex I have been living with a friend, we have been close and best friends since childhood. Our relationship has been muddled since we started having mutual casual sex. Neither of us want to be a couple for many reasons; we both have been burned by relationships in the past. He is more jaded about attaining them then I am, and has massive trust issues with people, I do as well but to a much lesser extent. Yet he sometimes tries to act like a couple with me, and other times is blatantly cold.

The dream: It all started with me coming back early with my parents after some sort of event; when I opened the door to my home I looked up to see a guy in drag clinging onto the ceiling while wearing a primitive stone like mask. My folks didn't notice, I nearly screamed in fright but then realized it was my friend. When my parents asked what was wrong, I lied and said I stubbed my toe. My friend scuttled off into the bedroom to hide, I fallowed after and confronted him, he still had the mask on. That's when I found out he had been secretly cross dressing. I was fine with that and would keep it secret, he had to remain hidden until my parent's left. At one point he-with out my knowledge- got into the bed with me, but left before the morning.

After bidding my family goodbye the next day, he and I went out on a trip. We kind of cuddled on the bus until an ambulance went by, it was odd to me since it was dragging a dead body on the wheeled gurney. I went to the front of the bus to get a better look while my friend remained (and dressed in his regular clothes) seated. The body then started to fall apart, I went back to my seat to see my friend traumitized by the body where I was grossed out but ok with it.

He demanded comfort, and I did so. He then got angry about me not looking him in the eye whilst talking to him (this is an issue I have with him in my waking life too.) The dream ended about there.