Dreamboy1994

Alright.
Been a while, since I loged in. I had one lucid dream, which I couldn't control. So I haven't tried for over a month. Although, something else happened. When I started, I couldn't "recall" most of my dreams or "transport back in a dream", after loosing it. Now my recalling, became stronger, almost everydream that I have I remember, so I am just gonna post one here and see what you guys think.

"The girl I always wanted"

That sounds like a cliche, I know..
But it's actually a tough story for me tell. It was about 2 years ago, when I first saw that girl and immediately started having feelings towards her. First I thought they are just a infatuation, like most of us have towards a girl we want to "have", but I wasn't right. I've tried several times to show her, that I like her and that I want something more. She never agreed to go out with me, she almost never answered my messages and things like that. The worst of all is that she never tried to know me and understand what I feel..so 2 years later (this august).. I send her an annonymous message in which I explain my feelings, she wanted to know who I am..I slowly told her, step my step. In the end she thought it was a bad joke and showed me, that no matter what I try or think, she will never be with me. What's interesting is that I stopped thinking about her after that day and I was happy for a short period of time, before I decided to have a revenge someday, if I ever got the chance. Since I had a lot of ideas, one of them became a "dream".

Her father has an awesome Mercedes, so I've always wanted to take it for a ride, so I often think in my head..that if one day I got an opportunity to take that car for a ride, while she needs someone to "pick her up" I would do it, only to see the look on her face. Here is how my dream goes, acording to that:

I don't recall much of the start, but it starts with me, driving my Renault on the open road as she appears to be on the first seat next to me, having that angry "what am I doing here with this guy in his car?" (she's really cute with that serious look) look on her face She continues looking like that, while I smile sarcastically, driving up the road. I continue driving to a McDonalds restaurant near the road. I park the car, as she goes in. After a moment, she comes back and gets in the car, as I decided to get some food as well, so I go in and buy a menu..I think that the whole thing, costed just 25 cens.. lol . I sit on a table and look at her, as she appears to be circling around the parking, nervous and waiting for someone or something. After a motor bike and an old "W"' van, appear as some friends of her exit.
She asks them if someone, can pick her up..because she doesn't want to be with me. After they realise, who I am..they think about some stupid excuse and leave the scene, with her jumping up and down of anger as I laugh over it. (now i could here the conversation, because I was inside the restaurant, but after they saw me, I knew what they are saying). After I finish up, I exit as she gets back in the car with, with the same look on her face, as I start the engine. - Here ends the first part. (The second part that we ride to the nearest town, when I meet some of my friends and we go have some fun. When i return to the car, she has disappeared)

Anybody know what this mean?