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so i attempted a differnt wild technique and i feel like my dreams were much more detailed or is that the dream journal talking?

art pencils 18.11.12
I was with my boyfriend looking in an art store for some mechanical pencils that ive been meaning to try out for awhile. I was so confused because as i was looking at all the different types of pencils i was looking for the types of lead for it too and figured out that you need to buy a different pencil for different leads.
I had settled on a 3.77? i think my brain meant 3B and then i realised there was no lead for it so i kept going back and forth and looking at the variety of pencils and the differences in price as i only wanted to pay approx 10 -15 bucks.
My boyfriend was getting so aggrovated with me and he was trying to push me along and i told him to wait because i ended up buying a 0.7? which was really light. i got to the desk and i think this part of the dream was the most vivid as i was really pissed off at my boyfriend and the person serving me was the lady whom i speak to about all my art stuff over the past few years.
i walked out of the store and the dream had skipped me to the top floor of the centre and sam was furious at me and i kept asking him and he wouldnt say so then i raggggeeeddd at him saying that he never lets me go into stores if it has no concern to him, he always walks out or gets frustrated at me and that he needs to stop being so selfish.
By this point he just looked so angry and grabbed my wrist and pulled me to walk, i tried to get him off me but i was too weak. I told him i needed to go to the toilet which was not too far up but still he wouldn't let me go, i fought against him and ran to the door and as did he. i was holding onto the handle and he was pulling me by the waist and eventually i got inside he hesitated as it was a girls toilet and i ran to a stall and he came after me.
i actually did need to go to the toilet and i was attempting to go but kept getting interrupted by sam thrashing at the door, i screamed and screamed at him telling him to leave me alone.
After i was done i walked out calmly and saw him stand there and i said its over im not going to do this any more, he was stunned. I could see he was really upset and he had said nothing, i looked around and saw one of his best girl friends and noticed she had just broken up with her boyfriend that day. We walked out of the bathroom into this weird room and yelled WE ARE FREE! while flashing people...
we then walked outside and sat by this water fountain that was jaggedand we sat and told eachother about our dream journals and how we were attempting to lucid.

Performance
i was sitting at a really long table with my boyfriend sam and we were sitting quietly until i noticed sam's ex girlfriend was on the other end of the table, i told sam and he just shrugged it off. I then noticed my ex boyfriend in the corner of my eye with his present girlfriend he smiled and came over and was polite with the "how are you" etc etc he then walked away. sam looked pretty upset and awkward but i didn't say anything. i turned around and saw a line of people dancing and clapping and my best friend was standing near sam's ex girlfriend and they were happily getting along which i thought was odd.
i noticed people had been performing from my old school with the year 12 act we had done, i didn't realise i was next and i had to put this huge elephant onesie or a koala onesie? im not too sure. we ran on stage and noticed people were trying to block people out of the performance with these walls, we just moved around it and started. The entire time i was dancing i was thinking oh my god what is my ex thinking but shortly after we finished and went back to our seats.

I have had too much work lately and in the morningish so when i wake up i don't have time to write up my dreams! but il type up what i remember!

Pool 17.11.2012
i was in one of those wave pools that they have at water theme parks and the water looked muddy and the rocks has algae covered on it. I partially remember this smaller room that was pink and it had a spa that acted at a brothel?
there was something really off about this place it was like evil everything just felt wrong.

OH THAT JUST TRIGGERED ANOTHER DREAM

boy
i was watching this boy in a games room and there was a voice over that was reading his thoughts out loud about me ( ANOTHER DREAM TRIGGERED LOL) and he was mentioning how he was uncertain why he needed to come and talk to me as he has a girl friend and he has unfinished business with me.

Hot chips sold out
I think this may of started as a lucid! but i lost control pretty quickly, i had woken up ( real life) about 5 am and i went back to sleep but as i was crashing out i thought oh this is a good opportunity to maybe have some influence on my dream. I began thinking of swimming... im not to sure why but i imagine dmy self in water swimming, one arm over the other. then BAM im in my dream and i totally forgot why but ohwells, anyways i was xompeting against my grade which im not in any more :/ still so weird and we weer getting numbers to rate how good of a swimmer you were i got a 6.5? and that was a really good number compared to the swimmers in our grade that got a 6.3... i dont understand what the numbers mean.
After the race we all eagerly went to the canteen for hot food and there was none so i was trying to decide what to get eileen and i it was either cookies or cheese and bacon buns and chocolate milk...
eileen then suddenly had my underwear?
the end.

:/ lol these dreams are all over the place... i wont interpret them tonight they are pretty easy for me to know what they are on about besides the numbers but meh.

sorreh journal <3 i will be good to you tomorrow okay?
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