non-lucid

so i attempted a differnt wild technique and i feel like my dreams were much more detailed or is that the dream journal talking?

art pencils 18.11.12
I was with my boyfriend looking in an art store for some mechanical pencils that ive been meaning to try out for awhile. I was so confused because as i was looking at all the different types of pencils i was looking for the types of lead for it too and figured out that you need to buy a different pencil for different leads.
I had settled on a 3.77? i think my brain meant 3B and then i realised there was no lead for it so i kept going back and forth and looking at the variety of pencils and the differences in price as i only wanted to pay approx 10 -15 bucks.
My boyfriend was getting so aggrovated with me and he was trying to push me along and i told him to wait because i ended up buying a 0.7? which was really light. i got to the desk and i think this part of the dream was the most vivid as i was really pissed off at my boyfriend and the person serving me was the lady whom i speak to about all my art stuff over the past few years.
i walked out of the store and the dream had skipped me to the top floor of the centre and sam was furious at me and i kept asking him and he wouldnt say so then i raggggeeeddd at him saying that he never lets me go into stores if it has no concern to him, he always walks out or gets frustrated at me and that he needs to stop being so selfish.
By this point he just looked so angry and grabbed my wrist and pulled me to walk, i tried to get him off me but i was too weak. I told him i needed to go to the toilet which was not too far up but still he wouldn't let me go, i fought against him and ran to the door and as did he. i was holding onto the handle and he was pulling me by the waist and eventually i got inside he hesitated as it was a girls toilet and i ran to a stall and he came after me.
i actually did need to go to the toilet and i was attempting to go but kept getting interrupted by sam thrashing at the door, i screamed and screamed at him telling him to leave me alone.
After i was done i walked out calmly and saw him stand there and i said its over im not going to do this any more, he was stunned. I could see he was really upset and he had said nothing, i looked around and saw one of his best girl friends and noticed she had just broken up with her boyfriend that day. We walked out of the bathroom into this weird room and yelled WE ARE FREE! while flashing people...
we then walked outside and sat by this water fountain that was jaggedand we sat and told eachother about our dream journals and how we were attempting to lucid.

Performance
i was sitting at a really long table with my boyfriend sam and we were sitting quietly until i noticed sam's ex girlfriend was on the other end of the table, i told sam and he just shrugged it off. I then noticed my ex boyfriend in the corner of my eye with his present girlfriend he smiled and came over and was polite with the "how are you" etc etc he then walked away. sam looked pretty upset and awkward but i didn't say anything. i turned around and saw a line of people dancing and clapping and my best friend was standing near sam's ex girlfriend and they were happily getting along which i thought was odd.
i noticed people had been performing from my old school with the year 12 act we had done, i didn't realise i was next and i had to put this huge elephant onesie or a koala onesie? im not too sure. we ran on stage and noticed people were trying to block people out of the performance with these walls, we just moved around it and started. The entire time i was dancing i was thinking oh my god what is my ex thinking but shortly after we finished and went back to our seats.

Holiday 13.11.2012
Im not too sure where my dream had started but i was at the shopping centre near my house and i knew i had to leave soon as my boyfriend was picking me up. beside the car was the holiday resort I've been to 3 times but it was completely different there was a golf course? and various islands to the resort. i was anxious the entire dream as i had my period and i wanted to freshen up before my boyfriend picked me up so i was frantically looking for a shower and i noticed one of my close teachers i had before i graduated and i asked if he has a shower and i was also speaking about this to a special needs teacher as well. I went inside and noticed the shower was visible from the outside but i didn't worry too much as i was in a hurry i went to the bathroom to get tampons etc and i began showering and realised i was showering next to a girl but not in a romantic way more so we were both rushing to clean up. i noticed two little boys sitting in the lounge room and they were giggling because they could see us i was slightly annoyed that my teacher didnt tell me his sons were inside. An older boy walked past whom i thought was really attractive and he just watched... after the shower i ran to the car which had so much stuff in it and i was looking for clothes but i couldn't turn the light on because i realised i didn't have the keys so i didn't bother and thought my boyfriend will just pick me up and we will go back to mine and i will get clothes then.

Interpretation
The shopping centre is where i work at and i go there quite a lot also the car parked near it is also the place where i get dropped off at.
The resort could symbolise the past and also the future as i will be going there in 18 days! ( IM EXCITED) to celebrate graduation of high school.
i had been frantically looking for the shower as i knew i had to have a shower in the morning and the whole period thing could relate to how my mum was worried that i would get my period early on prom/formal night which was on saturday and she kept reminding me to bring tampons.
i had been speaking to my close teacher on saturday at formal and also on facebook his kids could be due to his facebook profile has his kids in it so thats probably how i formed them in my unconscious.
I believe the car symbolises my room at the moment haha because i am really messy and i keep unnecessary things like all my books from year 7-12 which i dont need anymore and today i have to get rid of them. The light reminds me as a kid i would turn it on to look for things or just to even put my seat belt on.
my boyfriend picking me up in the dream symbolises what is happening today! haha he is picking me up in a few hours...
i think thats all of it!

i had more dreams but i forgot them

let me explain my title! haha my nickname is anal because of the first four letters of my name ( Analise ) excuse the shortness! i haven't done this in awhile so i only have 1 or 2 short dreams a night?

Boats 11.11.2012
i was on a boat that was a cream colour and i was the only person who was on it, i had drove the boat into this tight arch and the entire dream was in sepia? it had a vintage feel to it. Anyways... i could see all these children with there parents with those remote controlled boats and i felt incredibly bad as i just ruined it for them due to the slight waves i was causing. I felt like i was in europe by my self roaming each city.

Interpretation...
i had been speaking to my group of friends recently by going on some boat cruises when we go on holiday in a few weeks to celebrate end of school also i had recently watched a youtube video with remote control helicopters that people were playing with. Europe is also my dream place i want to travel to i speak about it constantly and im hoping to go there by my self and to roam city to city