Depth08

CAME TO ME LIKE A HURRICANE
But I sort of expected it

It all started as a fuzzy dream I would not intend to remember anyway... Part one was kinda weird, no logic activity at all! The second came to me like a hurricane, but I kinda expected it would.

PART ONE
I was being called up by a friend of mine I don't even know well, he lives in another country & said he was in my home city. He said he was in the graffitti alley & he had a girl with him who he said my father told him was the only number 8 I could ever get.

That being a little depressing to hear, and the fact that it didn't confuse me, stayed behind. So I was warping through all sorts of areas in all fuzziness. Until part two... The mirror...

PART TWO
What happened next was unbelievable, I have never had such a touching experience in my dream. Now first some background.. I was trying to attain lucidity for quite some time when it hit me in a dream once. I knew I was dreaming, even without any reality check, but was too lazy to actualy try and intervent.

I hated myself for that, how could I let good oppurtunities slip? Bottom line is, I pretty much know when I'm dreaming, simply because I feel the paralisys on my body. I feel the fuzziness all over! Only then I do reality checks, & my hands are projected just fine in my dreams, so that one failed.

The nose pinch technique was new, I tried that more & more rather than checking my hand. So back to my dream now, I was standing near the mirror, but enough not to look in it (I HAVE A FEAR FOR THAT). I felt fuzzy, I thought I was dreaming, pinched my nose & tried to breathe, WTH? I DID STILL BREATHE! I instantly got sucked into the mirror flying off into a black void spinning crazy!

I then thought to myself, shit i'm losing it here, if I let this happen to go on I could wake up. Note that logics & common sense come back to me. I woke up, pinched my nose & instantly realised the false awakening! I got up & was standing in my room, I was happy & decided to try for my next goal: flying! I opened the curtains & saw the blue sky, but jumping & all that failed... Not enough confidence... I started thinking.

Maybe I need an axe to break the glass & then I'll be free? Maybe just open the window! Go outside? I went outside, running barefoot on the wet asphalt, jumping hoping to fly, but with no effect. I felt my stamina failing on me, I spawned back underneath my room, which was a butcher shop, weirdly enough, I looked through a vent which had salami hanging on the sides, up to the blue sky, hoping to fly there!

I got back to my room, saw my father in the hallway, which is impossible, ran downstairs but then I woke up, for real. Goal still not achieved. Maybe I'll try something easier, like driving a car or do something awesome that I have done in real life already.