digitaldreamer

The dream started out I was in a room, but for some reason this room was like an out door type scene. I was looking for some photo opportunities and saw this spider, she was big one. I normally have my other camera but this time I had my iPhone. I didn't have my macro attachment so I let the spider be. I started to hear a lot of commotion going on. I went up some stairs to look and some people were injured and hurt, I asked what was going on and the guy said the building across exploded.

I couldn't believe I noticed any shaking or noise I was oblivious about it. I started my way back down and started helping people get out of here. For some reason the building across affected ours too, when I was going down got trapped in the stairwell there was a lot of rubble, and I had to squeeze threw this one rock area. I remember seeing people crawl threw this hole to get out. My brother was there I said hold on I gotta get my shit it's just right in that room He tried to tell me it's not important, the building could collapse but I was thinking of how much all that stuff cost me so I went and got my camera and a few other things. I woke up I think after.

I'm normally not an attachment kind of girl. I would be sad but material things can be replaced lol. I think this dream spiraled from something that I herd on the news. There was a building that exploded and flattened from propane leak. They couldn't find anyone inside and later learned that the wife was in the basement and the husband was on a business trip. Poor guy to have to endure his wife being blown to smithereens, it was so sad to hear.

Me and my mom watch a lot of property shows so that probably had something to do with this dream this morning lol. I also hope to get my own place some day soon and be on my own again.

We were looking for a new house. The first house I remember we didn't like to much was a fixer upper. The second house had a train by it so. The house was nice, but we already live by a train station and the house #2 would of been even closer to it and I remember saying "Great, the train is even closer" and saw it coming in. It was pretty cool, and I do love the looks of trains but at 3am when you are trying to sleep and the train guy decides to let you know he's here lol let's just say it ruins your blissful slumber into a roaring wake. Anywho, the 3rd house we looked at was another fixer upper but small and then I noticed we were right next to my ex husbands house. (I just recently seperated it's almost been 9 months now and haven't gotten used to it still) I saw him in the window and waved at him. I didn't really want to go up and talk to him but I did anyways. I went in the house and for some reason it changed atmosphere. It felt so small and like a box. There were 8 other guys in the house I'm like um how do you have all these people here. I don't remember what all we talked about. I noticed he put a doggie door in for the cats. He told me my cat sweaty girl and ricky roo didn't make it but socks was around somewhere. I miss him so much and went looking for him. I found socks, and he cuddled up to me. I remember feeling sad and woke up.
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I miss my little kitty babies. Divorce sucks and so does a 500$ pet fee in the new apartment JERKS.