DrowZeeMe

Once again, a recall-less night. I smoked before bed, so it's my own fault i guess. I'm still doing a DJ entry to help the habit. Hopefully, tonight is better.

Yesterday I was reading about a member who had dreamed about portals after reading about portals in ANOTHER member's DJ. So apparently I decided to follow his lead and have a portal dream of my own last night.

I don't know where I was, or who I was with. But I was showing someone how I can make portals in the wall. I would just draw on the wall and a blue swirling vortex would appear on the wall. I don't know where it lead to, if anywhere. But I could change the colour and size. I changed it purple more than once and also collapsed it to nothing and made another one.

I did not become lucid

I chose not to smoke before bed and my recall did improve quite a bit. I was really hoping it wouldn't turn out like that lol. I'll probably go sober tonight and see how my recall is.

Been disappointed the past 2 nights. Recall has been extremely low, especially compared to 3 nights ago on my first attempt.

All I can remember from last night is, I must have been on a Big Brother type show, sharing a mansion with others. But the only other person I saw was a black girl, who I've never seen before. We were swimming and that was pretty much it. Accept at one point the "camera" cut away to a one on one interview with the black girl (which is how I knew it was a Big Brother type show) and she was complaining about me.

That's all from last night, wish there was more. I DID get high before bed, which I said I wouldn't do. So I guess today I'll actually stay sober.

I really can't remember anything from last night. But i think it's important that i still do an entry to enforce the habit.

I was extremely tired when i went to bed and i think i was too exhausted to repeat my mantra as i drifted off. So i was completely engulfed in my dream. I was also quite high, which i hear doesnt help. Today I'm not going to smoke when i get home, and i'm going to go right to bed. Hopefully I will be able to at least recall my dreams tomorrow. And maybe get a little closer to an LD.

My first attempt to recall anything from my dreams was quite successful. I repeated my mantra as I waited to fall asleep "I will remember my dreams". And i think i was actually on the verge of an LD.

I felt myself fall under sleep paralysis, and i felt a buzzing move through my body, one section at a time. That didnt last long, then i heard a very low tone quite loud and very clear, it descended in pitch for what felt like 30 seconds and then stopped. Thats when the voices started

I know i heard many voices, but the only 2 i recognized/ remember were my GF and my father. The voices continued for a while, then a shot of webbing came flying at my face. I felt like i turned my head (but didnt physically) to see spiderman fighting venom in what looked like a bank. I was unable to move or interact with the scene, it was more like a movie. The only interaction was the feeling of turning my head to view the battle.

It was at this time i think i got a little too excited and i felt myself think "i will remember this" this took me out of the experience and brought me back to my physical body. I scribbled down what i remembered in my DJ, and attempted a DILD unsuccessfully. when i next woke a few hours later, i couldnt recall anything.

The last thing i have written in my DJ is "Batman in club at night" now this is kind of cool, i don't remember this now, but i obviously wrote it down for a reason. This interests me in LDing even more. And i now see what a big role my hobbies play in forming my dream world.

excited for night 2!