Been disappointed the past 2 nights. Recall has been extremely low, especially compared to 3 nights ago on my first attempt. All I can remember from last night is, I must have been on a Big Brother type show, sharing a mansion with others. But the only other person I saw was a black girl, who I've never seen before. We were swimming and that was pretty much it. Accept at one point the "camera" cut away to a one on one interview with the black girl (which is how I knew it was a Big Brother type show) and she was complaining about me. That's all from last night, wish there was more. I DID get high before bed, which I said I wouldn't do. So I guess today I'll actually stay sober.