ElSonadorTonto

so last night i had two distinct dreams that i remember in pretty vague detail but enough to talk about,and well here they are..

1)i was in waht seemed to be my kitchen,cant remember why or how i got there,but from what i remember i was standing in front of the kitchen sink looking down into the garbage disposal through the water which had filled it up about to the brim of the sink.all of a sudden i turn to the right and i was handed a blue plastic bin (from ???) filled up with water with a little fluffy white creature inside.i couldnt make out what the creature was,all i know it was hamster sized white and fluffy..as i was handed the bin for some odd reason it was in my mind to empty out the bin into the sink to save the little thing from drowning(not knowing wether it could breathe underwater or not),so i gave the bin the ol strainer method,putting my hand next to the edge as to keep the creature from falling out but keeping the water in...ol ramen noodle technique.but for some odd reason it still fell into the water!and when it fell into the water it became clear as day what the critter was..a hamster sized baby fucking polar bear!so i panicked a bit because the water was draining and was about to wash the little guy down iwth it which surprisngly didnt wake me up but filled me with the drive to save it!!he was swimming kicking his little legs as fast as he could and i was sticking my hand down the drain to prevent him from getting sucked in.he aaalmost got sucked down when i was able ot scoop him up and bring him onto the kitchen table. he shook to dry himself off a bit and i just observed the little guy,so relieved that he was ok.. and then...

2)i was in a wide wide space,in an urban environment.under this pavillion to a tall skyscraper building that seemed more like a hotel.there were tons of people,who i later recalled to be kids from my old highschool all lined up to get inside.the line was so long and curled into so many turns that i couldnt see what everyone was trying to get into,and i honestly didnt care.i was in the moment and the only thing on my mind was to walk up to this group of girls and 'spit game'.(which is an odd thing because i was never really aquainted with anyone from my old highschool and i HATE big crowds).so i walk up to them and the worst case scenario happens...i cant speak and the hottest of the group gets bored with me and leaves...so im alone feeling embarassed for a second..so i get in line,where i begin to feel slightly more comfortable,and people in line seem more comfortable with me..and thats all i recall...

(this dream is insanely intriguing to me,because theres parrallels to be drawn symbolically from this to the real world,could it be the manifestation of my insecurity with talking to people im not aquainted with and the comfort of comforming to what everyone else was doing? what was at the end of that line?was it a representation of the masses contently awaiting their demise as time passes them by??or maybe this is my mind tellign me that its easier to conform to the 'norm' and feel good for nothing than to go for something out of the normal and be a bit discouraged.hmmm,i dunno but im certainly drawing some helpful life lessons from what i dreamt that night)

feel free to give me any thoughts