Lucid Dreams
First I have to say this is one of the most vivid dreams ive ever had, but only a certain part of it. it is multiple layers. I had this dream from a previous night of drinking some tea with passion flower wild lettuce and gingko bilbo. some potent stuff ill say! So, I'm laying on my stomach on a bed, with my arms around Nada whom is facing away from me and sitting on the bed. We are speaking, im unsure of what. (the most vivid part)Then suddenly the pressure changes, everything goes eerily quiet. The lighting in the room is completely different. everything is glowing and has this fluorescent atmosphere. I feel mildy like I can't move, there's this slight anxiety building up. Then a very large dog, looks like a black and brown st Bernard poofs into existence above me to the left. it continuously looks like its fading in and out of existence. its very stoic doesn't seem to have awareness and is just floating there. I ask nada if he sees this thing, no response. I am still holding what feels like him. I sit up stil holding him (i can move now) his torso comes undone from his legs, like a barbie dolls would. his legs are underneath me now his body parts are black, not really him. I realize I've gone to another plane where he is not. I start calling out to him. I am hearing his voice every once ina while but I can deduct he can't hear me, I feel like I want to get back to him. I start to float up I'm realizing more that this is a dreamlike world but not in fact realizing im dreaming because of the separation anxiety distracting me. I want to leave this room explore more, suddenly the pressure changes im back on the bed. I call out to nada he is about to leave the room with his arms full of these colorful cups. he was going to help my mother with something. he tells me that i just passed out, I start explaining my experience. Then I wake up for real and I start to really tell nada of my experience ( weird doing that twice) Would like to know anyones opinion on this, if they have ever experienced going to a light realm like that. This is the nightmare portion of the dream, im unsure where this connects at to the rest but I just remember it, I am in this dark place with nada, it has many rooms and corridors. I believe its some sort of futuristic asylum, there is one person that started chasing us like he wanted to kill us. I don't remember how we got rid of him. There are many grotesque scenes taking place wherever there are people, I am scared I also have a strange sense of deja vu. Thats it, I haven't had a violent dream like that in a long time but this one wasn't very vivid.
Once I had this experience, I had already woken up then went back to sleep with some music playing. Suddenly I was in my living room, but the atmosphere was slightly darker. I am underneath a blanket of sorts. its giving me security. I don't see her but I know my mother is in her room. I start having a floating sensation and I realize that I've left my body, I encourage this and start to float even higher it feels a tad wobbly though. Then I reach my ceiling, im unsure of what to do for a moment and just feel the ceiling with my hands. then It clicks I can go through the ceiling, so I start to push through it feels like some sort of matter, pretty dense it makes my hands feels uncomfortable. Now im in this black space continuously pushing through, its a pretty slow movement. I start to hear the music that I had left playing, I feel an opening at the top of the black space. I break through then I'm grabbing my sheets and pulling them down. I'm awake again. I don't really get why I woke up from that almost breakthrough, I;m sorta unsure what to call this, it felt like a dream where I thought I was having an out of body experience. But it was very vivid more so most of my dreams.
So its been years sense I've had this happen to me, I had been wanting it to happen again, ever sense I found it it can be used as a catalyst to have a Out of body experience. Then it happened to me this morning! but the experience was a bit scary, I went to bed around 2 Am, then woke up around 9 for about 15 minutes then went back to sleep. Then awoke in sleep paralysis. I could see my body and knew I was in sleep paralysis, the room I was in looked different than my room, reminded me of a hotel room. I couldn't move of course and I heard this raspy dark voice speaking from behind me and(this thing was saying something over and over but I can't remember what it was.) I could slightly see a dark... creature, could feel it behind me. I sent a large wave of telepathic energy at it to make it go away. I could also see my boyfriend next to me but his body was black. then he said something to me, which brought me back a little bit more than I woke myself up completely out of fear of the thing behind me. After I woke up I realized I was just in between the physical and astral plane and that was a shadow creature that feeds off fear. I really hope I can experience this again soon but not freak out and overcome the fear so I don't force myself into complete awareness. Does anyone have any tips for inducing sleep paralysis or experiences with the shadow people? opinions on what they are?