lucid

When I was there I stayed there for a long time and got to try out lots of stuff. This was a lucid dream. It turned non-lucid for a while, but I always realized that I was dreaming after a short while. I remembered everything crystal clear upon wakening up, saying or thinking to myself "wow that was a real nice lucid dream"..

Anyway, lots of stuff happened. I was in my own apartment at first. It all started by me trying to get up and out of bed, knowing I was on my way into the lucid state. I struggled, took a few steps, tried to open my eyes cuz they were closed and everything was black. Soon I could open them. The state I was in was kinda fragil, meaning I felt that I easily could "go out" of the lucid state. But I fought to stay in it, choosing paths and places to go where I felt I would still be able to stay lucid.

So I went to my balcony, where I've been before in lucid dream state. I tried the usual, jumped high, as soon as I started questioning if it was a dream i tried jumping to see if the physical laws where f*cked, and they were, so Yeah, I was dreaming...

I did a lot of stuff, flying, sex, blabla, usual shit. But the one thing that im thinking most of now, 2 hours from wakening up, is this.

I was at a basketball court, thinking it was another day from when I had the lucid experience I just did. I was talking to my buddy like "I had this nice lucid dream the other day, it was balblablalbal (everything I just had experienced). He came with a tip - "You should try playing basketball in your next lucid dream man!" Immidiatly after he said that I started wondering if I still was in my bed, dreaming, not lucidly though. So I tried to fucking slam dunk the shit out of the basketball thing.

And oh my god it was a lucid slam dunk from outer space. Wonderful.

At the point I realized I was dreaming and became lucid, I tried playing some basketball and jumping high and stuff like that. I got bored though, I wanted to do something more spectacular...

I jumped backwards but up (moving up towards the sky, looking down on earth), in a tremendous speed. The jump made me fly off earth. I could see earth getting smaller and smaller, and small white stars would suddenly start too surround me. Suddenly, I totally let go and just fell, in space, down. Straight down. And I let go. Falling further and deeper away in space. Faster and faster. As we know, there is no gravity in space, but tonight, in my dream there was :-) I fell, and let go. It was an amazing feeling, just amazing. I remember that as I fell there was like ambient music playing, beautiful tones that made the whole thing better, calmer, and more relaxed. Faster, deeper.

I could have done something, tried something, but the thing is, it was amazing to just LET GO.

Smoothly everything got vaguer, and I woke up, totally amazed.

I've hade other lucid dreams, intense once. But this, tonight, was the most amazing fucking experience I can ever remember having. Far better than any trip, dream or other feeling that I can remember having :-)

2013-01-02

I was in bed. Realized I was dreaming, and got up from bed.

As I was standing straight, I was fully aware that I was dreaming, that I was in that body again.

I wanted to examine it, feel it, to check for differences from the one I'm in now, writing this.
So I did that, starting from my head and down to the feet. Touching the dreambody with my dreamhands, to see if it felt different in any way. It did not. It was the exact same body as Im in right now. Then I think I was done, so I left that state. Maybe I woke up to fall asleep again, or simply just went on dreaming "normally" again.

I realize Im dreaming.

I remember what my intention was. (I decide what to try in my next lucid dream before I hit it)

This time, my intention was to try and meet another dream character and ask it weather it also was dreaming, or if it was in my dream. So I meet someone. It is an older male figure. I feel he knows stuff. I ask him, "are you dreaming right now too?" He says nothing. So I ask another question, "Are you in my dream?" Still quiet...
Then I ask him, "is this all just a giant dream, in which both you and I co-exist kinda like just being here..?" Then he looks at me, with a nice big smile on his face, as if I'm on to something. I remember feeling excited, getting the chills. That old feeling of me loosing control over the dream hits me.

Then I wake up.

(awaken) I'm laying in my bed watching the film "Waking life" and fall asleep right after a scene in the film where they talk about how you can become lucid by switching the lights on/off and see if nothing happens, or take a look at your arm watch for weird looks.

Now Im dreaming. I'm outside a house talking to a person. Now I begin to question if this is a dream or not, and I remember the "trick" from the movie I saw before I fell asleep, with the light switch on/off. So I go in to the house looking for a switch, I find one, click it, and nothing happens - I'M DREAMING!

As I realize Im in a dream I everything gets blurry and I get that old feeling of me loosing control. So I wake up in my bed, where I fell asleep watching the film. I go up from bed, out to the kitchen to get a drink, and on my way back to the bedroom I begin questioning if this too might be a dream, laughing at myself for even thinking about it. But I take my questioning seriously anyway, so I start looking for my iPhone to watch if the "clock-trick" would work. And it did, the numbers were all messy and i realize that I still am dreaming. again.

So now Im in my bedroom, dreaming. Wow. What should I do next? I go out to the balcony and think about what to do. As I stand on the balcony I realize I could do what I want. I hang from it, climb the walls, fly to another rooftop. Then I decide to just dive with my head right on the concrete ground too se what happens. I do, and I wake up in my bed. I go up from bed again thinking, now I must have waken up, I look at the watch again, still dreaming......


This went on, five times, and I tried doing different stuff each time I realized I still was dreaming. The sixth time I woke up "for real" and was so excited I cant describe it with words. I felt "high" the rest of the day, for days too come.

So this lucid dream experience really made me realize that there's a whole other world, right here. It is as real as this world Im in right now, writing this. I just cant see it when in this state. Ever since this dream this summer I've had more and more, more frequent lucid dreams. Last weeks, months, have been real intense and Im gonna try keeping a journal here.

whaaaaaduuup!