Objectives

I know i havent been up to date w/ my dj but am trying to get back into it.

It started weird... i had a kid that was born normally then when i looked back the baby was smaller than my hand then some how i realixed i was dreaming then a converstataion started w/ a girl then i realized i was dreaming and i went to have sex with her, we made out then i got too excited w/ my control so i woke up...

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Umm... i think i achieved lucidity.. but it was for a very short time...

somewhere i was in sixflags great adventure... common dream for me.. so i thought to myself "ok, well im not dreaming and i look at my hands and i realize that i have 10 fingers and thats normal.. then as i look up a couple appeared in front of me.. for some reason i felt that i was dreaming, as i realize this i go ahead and try to force myself to make the guy disappear, i try to force it and it didnt work... so i remember something i read earlier about controlling.. so either passive or forced and passive tends to work so i had to think of a reason why the guy would leave so i told myself.. he needed to go to the bathroom and he disappeared...now knowing the dream is lucid... I got excited and wanted to force the dream to change and forgot about the passive thing i read about and wanted to go somewhere i simply forgot and just woke up due to the excitement

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Was in my apartment doing smoething then something abut mail and Got a mission to accomplish, something about a credit card subscription, and it was my roomate from last year that he was my partner that asked me to join him, and it was about his transfrmer subscription. We had to finish this mission or pay credit... so i go in like call of duty style, moving and staying in corners talking out men but i'll die and reset... then at one point.. i see solid snake creeping about and basically i remember i became him and i just grabbed ahold this guy and tried to make him talk, all of the bad guys had ski mask (typical right). as im inttergroating him about where the transformer went, im holding him in one hand and in the other im taking other guys without looking away from my hostage intiminating him to talk. Went into a large where On top of a cliff about something 3 girls were down below and i got them to flash me.. then someones wallet appeared, one of them was a very old elementary schol friend i dont remember her name but she had a picture of my grandmother in there (she passed 2 years ago yesterday)

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fell asleep while watching tv... so it was a short nap..
was in a neighborhood it was a tight suburban community where you could basically walk everywhere so i remember seeing this baby walk up to me and my family and i see my grandfather looking at this kid whos like two and talking to it, i know its a relative but i dont know who, but seems to have a bruise on its face so i ask and it answered like "my neighbor taught me not to tell on anyone" then the next thing is that my grandfather is up the street going after the neighbor i assumed he was going to give this neighbor a beating so as i get there i creep around the corner i see him towering over this guy whos on the ground i continue to walk over and i see him he was like ok i wont touch that baby, im standing next to my grandfather so im looking down on him as well, he walks away and i follow but i step over his body and he pushes me. Which makes me think a guy who hits a baby aint going to get away from that from me, he was older than me for a good 20 years but i didnt care i just went and hit him in the face and said you dont deserve to even touch me or be around me i see my grandfather give me an approval... then i awoke...

I dont know why but seems like my past few dreams have been violent... and im not a violent guy but apparently i can tell that my dreams are more clarid..

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Started in this urban area, I'm aware its in england somewhere with broken windows, and am walking with a group of deaf people and signing (am deaf myself). While im talking to them i confess to them about a significant event that just happened to me and i cant quite talk about or announce yet recently and while passing older factory buildings was walking into one and in this room found a picture as Staring at this picture of a woman. she appeared in front of me and suddenly she was half naked after that it clouded up, she had black hair with green eyes, very beautiful. I felt some arousal realized i had a girlfriend and it was a dream and awoke

after being awake tried to go back into WILD method.

Something about persia, and im looking at a rock wall full of medieval art and as im going along i realize its about the crusades and i climb on top of a cliff following the art and at one point the art became like an ivory white as i started to stare at this one part it starts moving and i become a specator of a team of 2 knights in red go agaisnt another group, they were all skinny like skeletons because i remember thinking " wow, they are all skinny and makes sense due to food and water being scarce at that period of time and i awoke due to alarm

I think i need to perform reality checks better and possibly have to get a token to force myself to do RC with it.

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well im still new to it so seems like im going to work this dream backwards then write it forward..


Woke up due to being excited after realizing it was a dream I relaized it because cops didnt have a car and they were already here in an instant, seeing Cops are outside ready to talk to me and feeling mad once again due to my other roomate rush reporting it due to my outburst of domestic violence. Im cleaning up my baseball bat which is complete splinters and demolished in peices after i bashed it in the floor a few times when I'm all mad that my roommate locked me outside and something about a dog being adopted. It was a two floor apartment, i oringally got the bat from a room i jumped into could get in because there was hole through the roof or just simply another path way above the house becasue i had to get in. I was able to get in because i was standing outside at night. Somehow the short criminal from rocky and burnwinkile was talking to me and saying im locked out

Tried to do WILD after i woke up but then again, i was too excited.. being my first time attempting it.

Honestly, I just started and have no real understanding of what lucid dreaming is really like. I've had a couple of dreams where i have obtained control when i'm dreaming but never actually trained for it. I still need to find a dream guide and such to try and actually get started.. So i hope to obtain at least a lucid dream by the end of December.