Laberge4prez

I was visiting some city and was in maybe a bad part of town when I was mugged if not killed. It was a terrible experience, and some sigs came across me and could tell that I was in really bad shape. I could feel the intense bruising that was all over my face. I think the scariest part was just knowing that there was a human out there that could do that to me, inflict so much pain for self-gain.

Then, in a later dream, my mom had scheduled a very nice birthday party for me which involved a boat. My friends sang me happy birthday, but I was still reflecting on the nightmare I had experienced earlier. The party seemed all wrong, and I just wanted to cry and be alone. I cried my ass off and made everyone feel uncomfortable. I felt like it was meant to be tho. I would start talking about the dream and instantly be overwhelmed with fear and begin sobbing. My mom tried to console me, but it wasn't very helpful. I felt that everyone simply wanted me to get over it, but I couldn't. I crouched under a table and cried away.

I was in some sort of house that was being infiltrated and David from city roots was strategically constructing reinforcements. I attempted to help out but ended up causing more harm than good and apologized. This morphed into this lived experience/movie being watched where I leapt over a wall and encountered some high quality explosive that my "boss" wanted me to collect. I realized through 3rd person perspective his motives in asking us to gather them. He had a partner he wanted to betray. He took the huge stack of cash they had amassed and rigged it with these explosives. When his partner handled the money, kablam. I saw this happen while watching a movie with the parents and my mom remarked that this was the best part, the very end, when the partner makes some exclamation in british as he's blown up.

I'll start with the strongest dream fragment. It was a combination of anxiety related to being late for my first class/not having finished the homework on time or not having the appropriate prerequisites. I was moving around Mexico City trying to pay close attention to the time. Kevin was accompanying the family. There was a small section where people in the street were putting on a show for us at least partially trying to impress Kevin. The people were doing strange things like run into a wall repeatedly. Kevin thought the whole thing was too predictable. I asked him to think of the way it made him feel as part of a different art than he's used to. Out of no where, Vanessa showed up with her hair tied back. I hugged her onto the ground paying attention to minor physical tension between us. My mom finally recognized her. I asked if she was putting down roots in Mexico specifically Mexico City. She said that she was indeed, but the phrasing she used convinced my mom that she was pregnant. My mom alluded to this by asking if they needed to contact her parents about the good news.

Strange fragment trying to extract oil from some plants with ben. The idea was to put drops of stevia on our penises and stir the contents haha. Ben noted that the alcohol i had was not actually suitable for our attempt. I was ready to go for sure and sort of waiting on ben. I paid attention to how easily I overcame the shame of having my penis out and about haha.

Hanging out at a foster home with a bunch of young kids. They wanted to leave the custody of their parents, and I helped them. We ran along this river trail for some time to an open-air lake. Part of the experience was to dangle yourself on a wire high above and let go. I definitely had my reservations. The scenery was fantastic and I had been taking pictures earlier. I was also worried that I had left my camera in a bad place. I talked about my reservations while dangling with Amy from camp. She had a boyfriend who was making snide remarks on how cowardly I was being, but it was clear that she was into me. I went back out over the lake in a shallower section and let go.

In a group including Eric from city roots and that blonde person from cian franis. Eric was charged with hunting me and was justified for one reason or another. I took off my shirt, grasped a large floating rock, and remained stationary in the water. I guess I succeeded because he later came over and asked if I had been there the whole time. I dismounted from my rock and noticed how much it resembled a Jawa sandcrawler from star wars. There were some kids there, one of whom asked if we could watch over his sister long-term. The dad apologized for the kid's remarks. We returned to the area where Eric had received his charge to hunt me. The person who wished it hd asked that he take off my hand at the wrist. When he saw that he hadn't he became angry and insisted. I seized the "person" and wanted to punish him for such aggressive hatred. He was some sort of tin-man thing haha. This is pretty fucked up but I took him apart and poured coffee into his mouth continuously and back again from his stomach. That's how I remember it ending haha.

Fragment which contained more but I lost the details. Becky and Papa related to some celebration. The only real detail I have is helping my sister dress up with some elaborate clothing, but she laughed since her entire breast was bare. I slipped or something and grabbed it on accident. She laughed it off, and I paid close attention to the color (purple) and texture (rubbery) of her nipple and wondered if that was all genetics.

Final fragment where I saw Eric Swenson driving a car then exit the vehicle while it was still in drive. I screamed at him, but he was too slow and chill about it. I ran over and eventually pulled it to a screeching hault with park and emergency break.

I was a small child in an urban sector who someone sent to strangle in the night, but they failed due to my excellent hiding skills. I shared this information with my mom who was astonished and put me in hiding. There was something about me attending catholic service.

I wanted to play soccer in some abandoned house. There were street dogs living there who accommodated my presence. I’m not sure if I challenged or was challenged by two ruffians who I swiftly defeated. This sort of showed my strength. They had respect for my fighting skills and decided to help me with strategy. This was an obvious influx from the Chinese documentary since they talked about shifting strategy from the old traditional methods and used kids to help be my opponents in training.

Early dream fragment with being on a sailboat with mama and others. when I was given the helm, I kept overcompensating and almost toppled the ship.

The revolution had a football team and because of some fluke wins, we were going to the superbowl. I thought, even though we're probably going to lose, at least we'll get some recognition and memorobilia. That being said, I wasn't too concerned with not playing in the game itself.

I entered a store with Anita and left with mama n papa. I wanted to call Anita so as to let her know I had gone with my parents. Joe looked all quizzical about me being on the phone. I told him to calm down and he got a really bad look on his face because of the poor attitude I used with him.

Last and most powerful fragment started with me being an airbender and having some companion (a?) who was a waterbender, exactly like aang and katara. Essentially, we were going around using our bending abilities when we stumbled upon a stray pokemon. We planned on breaking into a factory with the pokemon when my perspective changed to that of the pokemon. It was doing a poor job hiding. Their workers seemed to not notice us, but it was a set-up. I grabbed the main official and the police drew their weapons. I knew they wouldn't shoot to risk the life of the person i was holding. I got into a tussle with one and sprayed mace in her eyes. That's bout it.

My mom and I were at oak grove when she was startled by a rooster flying about in trees. Some people nearby wondered what we were looking at. My mom thought that we might try to catch it in a net. She swings and misses. The chicken then morphs into an ostrich. It's pretty cute, and my mom and others attempt to usher it into the pickup. It sort of pecks at my face, but I wasn't too worried. In a later fragment, Raychelle was with me as we watched a commercial that featured the ostrich, and I forgot that she had been there. She was a little offended by my not remembering her. She claimed that it had to do with her physique and assured me that she was growing into her pants.

Small fragment behind some mail warehouse. I saw the slot where mama n papa's mail is supposed to go. It was a small slot with both of their signatures. I watched as trainee drivers were practicing going in reverse.

There was a series of huge waves crashing on the shore. I was in a group that was attempting to evade the crashes. The group included Steve and Eric. We eventually caught one of the waves and rode it very far inland.

Last two fragments fit in somewhere just not sure where. They are both lucid fragments. The first took place after parting with my family in some small city. I became lucid while walking and walked to a cute girl and asked her to come with me. She sat down on a bench of some kind and I began to feel her up. Wake up. The other fragment was with a group of women peers who I guess I just had sex with. I could feel my cum on my leg. They were discussing the possibility of a large group sex interaction. I was excited but expressed concern that I would cum to early. I became lucid and walked over to Stephanie, told her this was a dream, and told her we were gonna have sex right then. I remember being aware of how little traction there was and woke up.

I have been using the mantra, "stabilize and guru" for the past week or so in the event of a lucid dream.

I started the dream in my cul-de-sac with Tom and a few others. Out of nowhere, Tom vaporized in a hissing noise. I looked on the ground to see the carapace of a grasshopper. I either thought that he had turned into a dried pepper or had metamorphed into an insect and was still out and about. I began my search for him, but my attempt was complicated by the large number of flying insects and pseudoscorpions in the area. I find Tom in grasshopper form and reconstitute him with water. I guess he morphs back, and my perspective changes to his at this point. I see Ali and ask her to reconstitute me with a hose by my house. She does, but she appears to have been tainted by the process and morphed into a zombie. She mourns the changes. Annie comes over naked and consoles her laying on a blanket with her to cheer her up. I go inside my house to see if my parents can help. My dad is the first I see, and he's invisible from the waist up. I don't understand and continue to the living room where my mom is sitting. She tells me not ask any questions about that and admits that she has some interesting powers like "another 96" which struck me as a strange comment almost like she had a special body part that was causing all of these problems. She justified it by saying that Ali was wearing inappropriate clothing and Tom had committed truancy. I left the house headed towards JM's house where Ali was. I became lucid at this point and realized how useless my pursuit was. I stabilized and was going to seek out a guru. I saw some kids in the neighborhood and asked them if they had any pokemon cards. They did, so I approached and asked for any guru cards. They showed one to me, and it was a beefy fire creature that required 6 energies for its ultimate move. I did not understand the importance and wanted a different card. Daniel and Neil approached and Daniel says that he has the jungle guru card. I asked him to read the top of the card, and he was interrupted by the group, Neil called for silence, and I woke up.

I had another dream in which I retold the events of the prior dream to Thomas and Sarah. I was high at the time, they liked my story, and I left the apartment. I came upon a body of water and wanted to sneak up on someone. When I entered the water, I had trouble swimming, and I thought how foolish it would be to drown while high. I resurfaced and headed back home. I was fly-running, but my reflection only showed normal steps. That perturbed me and I tested flight. I flew on top of the apartment and came down from above, startling the neighbors. That's about it. Good night for dreams.

Having some difficulty piecing it all together, so it'll mainly be fragments from last night.

My parents and sister were in-town for graduation I guess. They were hurting over the fact that Gtown had blue laws on sundays, so they were willing to drive 40 minutes to a quarry town to make the purchase. We returned to the school and found a lot of students wearing special homecoming shirts.

I was physically involved with Louisa doing some intimate massaging. She made some comment that she liked it and that I was very talented. She also said she didn't want any of the complicated stuff. Twas a very pleasant fragment.

Many people were staying at the house including Jaime and Ben. I woke up and papa said that they had gone out to breakfast. I was a little pouty about them leaving without me.

Maybe I'll remember more later.
-no beer on sundays
-drive to quarry town
-get beer
-go to school
-everyone wearing shirts
-involvement with Louisa/very pleasant/she says that I'm talented/says that she doesn't want any of the complicated stuff
-people staying at the house including Jaime and Ben/ they went to get breakfast/I was pouting about that