lucid

Hello everyone. im new here and i have a question about this lucid dream. i took lsd on saturday the 17th of janurary 2016. everytime i try to go to sleep, i have this same dream

its a dream where i can see myself laying down with my eyes open and i cant move or say anything. im just standing there looking at myself, and i know im dreaming

i can tell thats its a dream but i dont know how to controll anything in my dream. and i know when you lucid dream you should be able to controll your dream.

this has happended 4 times now. im not sure what message this dream is trying to tell me. but i have a feeling its not something good. and when i wake up from this

dream i dont feel like a got any sleep. and i have this sharp pain in my neck and shoulders. im not sure whats going on but i need to figure this out.