side notes

I am having those strong ass feelings again. Like a magnetic pull, I know what it is. I just don't understand who it is. this guy keeps coming into my dreams. I can't help being drawn to him. I feel deep down inside that I should know him, very well! He is trying to explain things to me, why I feel the things that I do. what he says makes perfect sense to me, I can not REMEMBER what he tells me after I wake up. However, I feel part of me does remember. Almost like when I am asleep...I'm still me but I am surrounded by people my soul knows, I can't recall them after waking. The whole ordeal makes me feel incredibly homesick. I am getting frustrated...I don't understand why I am feeling so homesick when I am at home! Hopefully I can make some sense of all of this soon. peace