moonlit

Last night was a wonderful dream.
I went to the ocean, and I could see the whole scene as it would appear at a real beach. Somebody was playing Elvis on a portable stereo, and an older man was saying to me, "you're very happy!" and I told him, "well, yes, I haven't been to the ocean since I was a child!!" (this is true in my real life). Tons of people were around, lounging, tanning, having fun.
I was dancing like crazy to Elvis, having a great time, and I started to walk around the ocean shore. I could feel the water on my feet, it was beautiful, and warm, and I began to pick up seashells. A little crab got stuck to my leg, and I shook it off. The sun was beginning to set, and it was truly beautiful.
There's a gap between here and the next part I don't remember clearly. I somehow ended up at my first love's house- we aren't in touch anymore, but before we started to see each other, I would dream about him. After we lost touch, I still had some dreams about him, but he was always incredibly uncomfortable around me. He was also very psychic, and we had a lot of strange synchronicities with each other, but that isn't important now.
Anyway, I ended up at his house, and we were playing a video game. I was sitting right next to him, but his energy wasn't "his". I had the suspicion that it wasn't him, it was odd at this point because I felt like I was conscious enough to beat him at the video game, and I was asking, "Did I win?" and he told me, "You won" with a smile. This next part I did in order to freak whoever it was out, because the actual guy would've probably left. I remember thinking that. I leaned over, and took his hand, and took his middle finger and put it in my mouth seductively, and instantly, I saw a book in my mind's eye- It was of J, and he was sitting behind a snare drum in a photo- written on the snare drum, it said his first and last name, and below it, "To all my dear friends". I flipped the page, and it as a two-page photo of a band and him, from what looked like a fish photo lens.
And there he was, it was J, disguising himself as my friend. I now saw him as he truly was. I leaned in, and told him "I'm going to find you..." and he smiled, and said, "Yea?"
Then I woke up...