mypolarbear

I went to sleep,
again wishing hard for lucidity.
Also frustrated with emotional issues..
So:
I was at my dads house,
which should be taken as a dream queue..
But no.
My cousin brought over a new kitten
And it was beautiful
And i played with it fro a long time..
And my old cat
(who I loved but I havnt seen in years..)
was just sitting in mud.
I thought
What extreme juxtaposition..

And then

i was hanging out with my old friend
(whom I dreamt of yesterday, her names Cassidy.
perhaps she is also a dream queue as I dont see often..)
and my cousin Halle (whom I know is a dream queue,
I dream of my cousins VERY often)
Halle was having a birthday party
First we looked around the house
and Cassidy told me the house is 300 years old
(its not.. its maybe 20 years old..)
I thought..
how ancient..
Halle was having a birthday party.
Then, because I thought it would be funny,
we lined up holding hands on the driveway,
greeting each guest who came
by saying in unison
"Welcome [their name], join hands with us"
We proceeded until everyone was there..
I was in the middle, as I ususally was with them two
However I thought..
Shouldnt Halle be in the middle? Its her birthday..
Her dad came and joined hands between Cassidy and I
I told him..
"You have to join hands at the sides of the line... Thats how we're doing it"
He was kind of dissapointed, but did so.

And then

My mom and cousins and little sister
were headed to a beach
It was storming
and the people of the beach and their children
were all leaving
i figured..
perhaps they just dont like to be out in the storm..
We proceeded onwards.
Once we got there,
a huuge wave was forming..
I ran back
(my family seemed unphased..)
The wave crashed and came all the way to my waist..
I figured we had to leave.
i went back to them,
and we all left..

And then

i was at a college maybe?
I was buying a toothbrush..
It was tiny
and electric..
As I was waiting to check it out of the store
There was a dancer
with very short shorts..
Talking to the lady at the check-out desk.
I was admiring her firm and shapely butt o.o
(also envious)
I finished checking out the toothbrush,
brushed my teeth
and worked out my butt muscles o.0 lol.