I am in a house in Rochdale somewhere in a bed trying to get to sleep. There is another person and mag's 1st born son who is 5 in the bed with me trying to sleep. there is a lamp on my side of the bed that is on and various people in the room which is making it difficult to sleep. I hear some annoying squatter girl going on about shit i cant be assed hearing about and frustrated I take blankey and go to the floor of the bed near the lamp to try to sleep. After a bit of time i realise I am in someone elses house and I dont need to try to go to sleep becuz I already am and at this point I go lucid. I walk up to mad Adam and tell him to Fuck Off to his face. He tries to swing at me twice and i easily dodge each swing with no sweat. I turn around and look at the glass window which is several stories up and jump through it glass and all to start flying around the city. i fly upward and go through several more glass windows into different rooms. I then cross over to Nottingham city from a bird's eye view up on the building ledges and walkways. I see a beautiful hallway in a building with yellow and white stripe wallpaper. I stand on the walkway and RC by trying to rub my hands together to make the dream more real and keep my dreaming attention, but this is difficult to do as my hands are rubbery to rub together. i look at them and they look normal. i then decide to go find manfred. I fly up to the top parts of a mall in the sky and meet my friend Rand or something. She is to help me go to manfred and get married. I look into a wide broadsword at my reflection to see myself looking normal and having beautiful skin but no lipstick. i tell Rand that for the wedding I will have blue eyes and lipstick. We go to think about what I will where and to plan to fly over to Silesia. I notice at first how there is no people around in my dreamworld but as soon as I see that people show up on the streets below. She and I then start to fly upward to fly out of the mall through the glass skylights. The night starts to turn to day and the sun starts to peak through the clouds. I try to just use me Intent to fly but this doesnt work well so i go back to traditional flying. As we go to set of to go to Silesia I see manfrd and some friends or people with him to appear and come to me. i go over and embrace him tightly feeling his body very firmly. I dont want to let go. We talk and catch up and he tells me the things he has been doing and then I find myself at a jewelry shop choosing out my wedding ring. I also have a known knowledge that his friends and astral life will come before me and I am not 1st really. There is more socialising and this bit is a bit fuzzy... then he pulls out a leather wallet that needs repairing for the wedding. he is going to get it sent off to get professionally repaired and inscribes his signature on the wallet before sending it off. Then the dream shifts to the last DEILD where I am telling him about JD and how we chose to be earth husband and wife. That he is my earthly husband and he is perfect. It was as if manfred was my astral husband and Jd my earthly one. This is pretty normal and learn that there is no jealousy in the astral world. Manfred is then off doing something with his friends and I decide to go off to a 20s ballroom dance. I am excited to go and look all 20s and beautiful and how fun it will be to dance with men. i know that i can not be jealouse of his time away from me, so decide to go off. i think he shows up at the ballromm but this is vageue. Last bit is of me floating/flying down some stores walkway and looking in random reflections at my face which gets progressively more gross. Like my skin becomes all baked cheese looking like I have really pussy acne. and my hair is all chopped off and sticking up half spiked. I am aware though that it is just the dream doing this and that I dont really look like that and ponder over how odd that is to look like that when I dont.
Updated 04-25-2012 at 11:29 PM by 53933