lucid

Some intro about me (which may help you to interpret my dream)
Well i'm currently 18 years old and i'm in a situation where everything seems to be getting difficult for me. I have to face very very important exams of my life after 2 months..I kind of always depressed guy.I always wanted to enjoy but i can't and i always wished to meet god and ask these questions..also i always feel sad that i dont have good friends & whenever i tried to, they deceived me...but i fear that i will become alone if i decided to leave them.

So, it was normal day today..I was studying in my room..i knew that i'm tired and i may sleep anytime soon so be ready for dreams . I slept at 1:15 pm:

PART (I): It was like a normal dream. Everything seemed to be mysterious & i was confused what to do.But, unlike my all all other dreams, in this dream i was having a something different feeling..It was like i knew it's not real and it relates to my real-life problems..I was with my friends (same friends which created problems for me.) We were there in a house..(it was one of my friends i guess) They all were enjoying but leaving me apart..I was totally isolated. AT THIS POINT, i had a feeling that i'm not in real-life..Maybe this is the chance to overcome my problems..I was thinking various ways to get rid of them..i decided that i would kill them one-by-one..but i was afraid of the results...(killing people means you are gonna get into trouble.) but i was constantly having the feeling that it's not real and nothing will happen to you & you will live a very happy life after that..just forget them..so i proceeded ahead..i took knife from kitchen and got behind the door and decided that whoever comes first will be dead...

............But, someone horned exactly in front of my house (IN REAL)..so i woke up..i didnt bother who was that stupid horning outside my house..i was still half-asleep..it was 2:08 PM.. i remembered that i was doing some important work but cant remember what so i slept again.......


PART (II) I was back in dream again, with knife in my hand, waiting for someone to come..but no one came..so i decided that i would get outside and buy a pistol to kill them...as i was leaving, i saw the clock it was midnight acc. to the clock..but when i got outside, there was still some light...it looked like evening time..but it was sadistic whether..everything seemed gloomy....but i realized that it's not possible to see light at midnight (i live in India so obviously not possible.) So, this time i realized that it's surely a dream..i also remembered that i slept at near about 2 pm in near life and i have to go to class at 4PM, so i should quickly complete my task..I thought "if it's dream, why would i need to go outside to get a gun, i can get here" and i went inside..i checked my pocket, i had a gun..now i watched them for a last time..i knew that i'm not killing them in real life...i'm just throwing them out of my life..And.. i killed them all...i took their bodies and hid somewhere where no one can reach..

As i was leaving the house, i realized that i missed one..he said to me that "i know what you did..whatever you have done, you have to pay for it..remember me."
And for a second i stopped and called god to take me with you and and punish me for whatever i did..In a flash, i was at a new place, totally new place..Thousands of people were walking silently and entering one large bungalow..Most of them were old people..I knew..GOD is now going to decide their faith..Either HEAVEN or HELL...I saw my parents..I was worried,,they shouldn't have been there..i started walking with them until we reached at final point.I so there was a old couple..They looked like they just died sometime ago..and there was a screen, where they had diff. split screens..one was showing the real time people in their real life...other played the bad stuff they did, while other played the good stuff they did..
and, they were selected for the HEAVEN..now it was our turn..we 3 were waiting for result..But i remembered that i never died, nor my parents..it's just a dream..infact i was sleeping in my bedroom and my mom in her room..SO, this is my dream and i can do anything in it..that's it..NOW, i completely knew that i'm dreaming..I SAID TO MYSELF- "STAY RELAXED OTHERWISE YOU WILL LOSE THIS CHANCE TO DO WHATEVER YOU WANT TO"...so with my powers i overturned GOD's decision and brought us back home from there.....I was like i was travelling in a wormhole..I was feeling intense pressure..I felt like i would get awake anytime soon but i wanted to dream more and somehow managed it..

..............I was at a beach....most wonderful beach in the world...sun was shining brightly..[in contrary to all my dreams..because most of my non-lucid dream contains darkness, lowlight, gloomy-ness]...I knew i did overcome my problems..so it will be a happy life ahead...I knew it's happening only because i could control the dream..I thought of a a wonderful beach house & it was there..i knew that i can bring anything which i wanted..I reached house..i saw calender.. it was 1o years ahead probably..so i was in my future as i wished..I say my parents sitting there with joy and enjoying there..Then i say down, in the swimming-pool i saw two unknown people..I thought it must be me and my wife..i jumped from nearly 50 feets directly into the pool (as i knew nothing will happen to me)... YES it was me..my future..with my future wife..She was beautiful as i always wished in my real life..i talked them casually and told them that i have come from past to see my future...bla..bla..some timepass stuff... My future said to me "You don;t need to worry about your life...you already have fixed your problem..just enjoy what comes in your way..one day you will be here, at same place, meeting your past me.."
I told him, i should leave now..cause i have to attend my classes in real time and it must be near about 3:00 or so...so i dint wanted to be late and closed my eyes i thought ok, lets go back home..

"Wait, lets enjoy more" i thought and i reached my house in dream..I recalled all things which gave me happiness..Starting from my computer,game characters, superheroes (specially batman), a kite , some aliens (:p) ...then we enjoyed for sometime and i thanked them for whatever they gave to me and appreciated my life...But still, one wish was remaining...I WANTED TO FLY...i told batman to throw me upward and check if i could fly...he threw me high and that's it..my long wish came true..i was flying..i could go anywhere i wanted..I waved them..they waved me back...
BUT IT'S JUST A DREAM, I SHOULD GO BACK TO REALITY..and...

.........................I was awake time was 3:10 PM..i had most wonderful dream of my life..not only because good things happened to be...but i could control them also...IT actually meant that no one can control your happiness but only yourself..so it's like big morale for my coming life.. I wish to experience same dreams again and again..


NOW PLEASE PLEASE TAKE OUT SOME OF YOUR IMPORTANT TIME AND WRITE YOUR VIEWS..It matters me most...So, wasn't it a lucid dream or semi-lucid dream?

I wonder how can it produce such a wonderful dreams in afternoon time, when i just slept for 2 hours and never happened in night when i usually sleep for 6-7 hours..

It happened just now..NOW, the time is around 4 PM and i was so curious and desperate to post it on Dreamviews, i dint go to class :p

PLEASE ADVICE..
THANKS :')

SORRY FOR MAKING IT SO LONG...PLEASE BEAR MY MISTAKES