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NONLUCID DREAM

Got McDonald’s and just got a burger and drink. I wanted fries but I panicked and ran out of time putting in the mobile order and wasn’t expecting there to be literally no line. Also, I had accidentally put sent the order through and didn’t have time to cancel it so I just had to get what I ordered because I didn’t want to make a second order. I went inside and the cashier asked me to write a review on the kiosk (idk why I had to pay when I already made a mobile order) and that theyre only asking women to write reviews. I thought that was cool so I told her as such. I was writing my review I kinda didn’t know what to say and suddenly the review box was separated into 6 boxes kind of like a egg carton or box of chocolates and I felt bad that my responses took up 3 boxes, even though 1 box I put a rose and another I put a chocolate idk what I was doing lol. So I took my food and left and I ate it really fast and was sad because I was still hungry so I was thinking about how maybe I can make some bourbon chicken later. Also I remember another place I had went had me do the women only review thing too

Before I went to McDonald’s I had been walking around Walmart looking at stuff, I remember looking at the football themed stuff for some reason lol thinking tbat ok damn wait Walmart actually has game like this stuff doesn’t look too bad some of this stuff would make good gifts, there was a huge brown real leather duffel that was supposed to look like a football, they had water bottles, trophies all kinds of stuff.

I also looked in the Christmas area and almost bought something but told myself I already had that thing at home and just had to find it and stop just repurchasing stuff when it got lost and I didn’t feel like looking for it. So I put it back, and when I got home I actually did find it

Also when I got home, by where I found that thing, I also found a pillow under my bed tbat I didn’t remember I had so it must have been under there a while. I was confused bc it was the matching pillow I had to a small pillow on my bed so now I could put them by my side but I knew I didn’t have 2 of that exact pillow irl but I just followed dream logic and shook off the confusion and put the pillow back on the bed and then I woke up

DEILD
I woke up without moving or opening my eyes. I knew that + the fact that I had just woken from a dream meant I was in the perfect state for a deild plus my whole body was tingling. I started to get thrown off by the fact that I could hear my fan and was I even really asleep and I started to get scared that I was wasting time and missing my window to have a deild and in my head I was like should I just do dreamWalker instead and not even try deild, but I remembered it’s easier to re enter dreams you just woke up from instead of making your own scene so I started remembering my dream but the part when I was still at Walmart, not in bed with the pillows
After a few seconds of this, I opened my eyes and was standing in Walmart


LUCID DREAM

there was 2 workers in the aisle with me one was asking if the shelf she’d be working on looked good and the other was a supervisor and she was saying no lmao. I wanted to get away and work on my personal goal in private and when they both turned toward me I got really mad bc my dream characters are always trying to interrupt me and distract me and an angry scream directed toward them started rising in my throat but I managed to tamper it down and control myself 😂😂😂 Bc I know from experience my DCs dont tend to react well to that so I tried to politely ask where was the bathroom bc I was planning to use the mirror as a portal to the void again but when I passed an empty aisle I ducked into it and decided to use the spinning technique instead so I just started slowly spinning in a circle affirming to enter the void aware and I got into it so I was extremely excited and affirmed for my wish list but then it turned into me floating in a galaxy so I knew it was just another fake and i woke up soon after that. I thought about trying deild again to dream chain but wanted to write down the experience

LUCID DREAM (49)

I woke up naturally for wbtb (WBTB- 2) and started performing the dream walker technique. I was scared I was too awake and wanted to speed up the induction practice so I began running through the imagined scene instead of walking. I experienced some hypnogogia (1) but the. technique worked and I became fully lucid in my imagined scene. (FIRST WILD OF NIGHT- 10) I got shocked out the dream, but continued the technique and was soon back in. (SUBSEQUENT WILD-5). I stabilized (1) by licking my bathroom wall. I was standing in front of my bathroom mirror so I decided to use the mirror as a portal. I pushed my hand through it to make sure it wasn’t solid (3 STEP TASK #1- push hand through solid object-5) and I was able to push my hand through successfully so I then used the mirror as a teleportation device and went through (3 STEP TASK 2- fully faced through big solid object- 10, TASK 3- teleport 15) and I was in a fake void space. It was fully black and I felt like I was spinning. After a few minutes I lost lucidity


DREAM 1-1

My moms friend Courtenay asked me to cover her for some theater play thing but it kept nearly interfering with a play thing I already had going on. She’d give me no notice, and just expect me to be available. This happened multiple times in the dream, the last time was her needing me to go to this rehearsal at a specific time and stay the whole time but it would be cutting it really close to when I had to be at my own rehearsal. Then I had to fill out this worksheet for her that was busywork tedious fill in the blank stuff that needed to be done before I got to my rehearsal thing. I asked this guy to help me, idk him irl but I did in the dream, he was big and I sat on his knee while he was helping me

DREAM 2-1

Irl my ex boyfriend texted me today before bed, after days of Nc. In the dream, I “woke up” to find that I had messaged him back in my sleep, or like pocket responded. I think I just said “okay” or something and I was mad bc that wasn’t how I’d wanted to respond and I also hadn’t wanted to respond so soon. He had already messaged me and idr what he said but he was pissed off by my message and his response had lots of dot dot dots
………… in it

DREAM 3-1

My ex (but we were still together in the dream) got handed a fortune or something that was worth 130k or he was told that he would get this money when his dad died, I forget. He got so excited and was acting like it was so much money and telling me that we’d get to go on trips and buy a house and be rich basically. I was happy for him and us but immediately felt inferior and motivated like ok now I need to find a way to bring in money too. And then I started watching this reality show where it was a group of people and I forget what they did, it was something about food I think they went around the country to different restaurants and did stuff thre. And they were all making like 400k a year to do it, and I was like anyone could do this *I* could do this! I was watching one of the girls on the show and was staring right at this chick trying really hard to commit her to memory and I still knew that if I saw her irl I wouldn’t recognize her. This was exciting for me, because I could do this show and not be like an A list celebrity, being recognized everywhere I went. I was showing the show to my friend and I turned to
Her and was like that girl clearly hates herself I mean shes mixed and has bleach blonde hair and blue color contacts. And my friend agreed.
Then somehow I was in the show and we had a hugeeee tour bus and we accidentally hit some old guy in the parking lot so they let him come in and look around and take a short ride with us and play whatever he wanted so he wouldn’t sue. He asked if this thing goes fast and our manager was Like hell yeah even though we literally just ran over this guy so we probably shouldn’t be speeding, but the driver starts speeding all over the shopping plaza even on corners and wouldn’t you know it she ends up getting into a 3 car car crash the tour bus flips in the air and lands on its roof.
Also in the dream we were working in a specific restaurant for the episode and one of the guys started having a feeling one of the kids working there was being touched so he handed him this vial and was like take this vial if you’re being touched and the kid did. Ai image goes with this dream

DREAM FRAGMENT- .5

Mom and dad had huge Funyuns bigger than our heads