Omnipresence

The Solidity of mass, in its rawest form begins to intensify. Surrounding objects destabilize as the distant progression of a flutes melody echoes in the encompassing atmosphere. Time is of no accord but nothing is lost. Molecules that form the chairs, bracelets, cups and meaningless papers float in a seemingly boundless potential. True to the naked eye, the table begins to vibrate with waves of fragmented visual development, collectively assembling in a fixed form of intricate symbiosis. Time is of no accord but nothing is lost, yet the space of which is inhabited suggest a complex form of conjoined intentions working towards a common purpose.


At this moment, a piece of awareness envelopes the senses within the body, there is an innate sensation of being inexpressibly joined with a seemingly omnipresent energy field fueled by a singular force of emotion.
Stars on the soft shade of blue curtains gradually slide to the floor, revealing the process of a steady seeding dreamer becoming conscious.

the moment is now recognized as being part of an acknowledged everlasting form of beautification honed by the senses in the presence of lucid experience.

The act of Astonishment causes flares of violet cream to burst from the heart, rocketing into 3 distinct locations of the room, forming two visible white angel-like phenomenon on either side of the dreamer. In the middle, floats a circular sphere of violet energy pulsating to its essential core. The dreamer feels a warm ecstatic sensation in the chest and relocates his visual acuity only to find a thick purple force of energy connecting the heart Chakra and the sphere in front. There is no fear but Recognition. The usual reaction to awareness of the dreamers dimension is only a small splinter jolt in comparison to the miraculous phenomena occurring in the confines of this event. Time is of no accord but nothing is lost.

Immersed in a web of information indescribable by the human intellect at this evolutionary level, the dreamer looks up once more slowly, as he feels any fast movement is enough to cause the fragility of the experience to collapse into a mocking familiarity. on either side a soft smile begins to surface on a materializing female face followed by a warm sensation of gratitude. The dreamer overwhelmed, accentuates facilitation of the transmitting energy from the entities causing the molecules to vibrate and the violet sphere to pulse harder, altering its symbiotic structure and slowly moving towards the connected chakra.

At the moment of becoming one with the sphere, the dreamers body undergoes a form of energetic detonation followed by the bursting of matter. The dreamer Awakens, and in more ways then one.





Gherman Yelizarov

I awake within the familiar village constructed by my mind through previous lucid encounters. everything is so vivid, too vivid... i become lucid. calm but aware i slowly rise from the wooden bed and approach the door. as i walk i feel the dream slipping so i quickly spin around to keep it going. I open the door and the take in the villiage that i havent seen in awhile. i marvel at the landscape and endless terrain before me thinking in awe of how my mind can conjure this so easily i continue walking through the village completely at peace with the lucid. at this point i remember that my friend had suggested i try and create a poem and submit it for qualification at the lit mag in school, i decided this so as to try something within my lucid when awareness would permit. i pick a door in the village that is a house and decide that when i enter it, there will be a magnificent poem of love waiting for me to remember inside. I approach the door and declare with my forceful intention that if i can create this village, i can create this poem that is awaiting for me on the other side. this took all my lucid experience and focus. i felt the energy pulsating from my chakra points as if materializing every one of my desires.

the door opens, i step inside to see a regularly wooden home, at the desk i see a chair with a candle lit, and on the table is an ink pen with a parchment attached to it, i approach to witness this remarkable feat, and in my handwriting is a poem titled "us forever" I couldnt believe it was myn but my name was written at teh bottom. i did it, i created a poem to manifest simply by intending it.. i gasp as i read the beautiful lines and attempt to memorize slowly every word. this takes place for some time until i feel the dream start to ripple and my higher-self tells me the time has come to awake.

i wake up and Jot down the lines of the poem immediately but slowly so as not to falter the tempo at which i did so in my dream. i did this to the best of my degree and to my surprise the poem deemed itself worthy of the school magazine.

Courtesy of a Lucid dream it went something like this

Us forever:

The silence watching patiently
Two lovers creep into the hollow
This space entangles energy
And breaks away their sorrow

Desperately, she warms the ember
And cries the tears of rigid truths
He holds her close, they’ll both remember,
Fireflies, and endless youths

The darkness darts down like quicksand
She looks to him for time
And reaches through to hold his hand,
As he softly says your mine
Come her kiss, his somber sigh
Brings forth the reaper too
Last chance for her to touch goodbye, while
He’s already holding true

The endless vigor that she shares,
He’ll die to never miss
She’ll put to bed, all his nightmares
As he stops hers with a kiss

Fragile feelings heal her strong
His touch is not to far
She holds to him however long
As they both grip the same star

He now withholds tremendous force
She pulls the final lever
He changes stride, she alters course
And whisper, Us Forever

New Level of Lucidity

it was like no other dream. i appeared in my school hallway except i was aware it was a dream to a new level. i recognized the people walking around as my school mates but rather observed them from the outside and new they were a product of my subconscious mind. i decided to put it to the test. i began to approach the assistant principle who was greeting people on the way up to the high school. i faced him and commanded him to go sit over by the couches behind him. he instinctively obeyed. I was thrilled, everything was so vivid. I began to think how this could be possible and where was my physical body, but as i did so i felt a tingling sensation in my astral body that let me know i could be back ion my physical anytime. that was all i needed to continue. i began to walk through the hallway marveling at how beautiful everything was. after walking in to several classrooms and asking the characters questions about there functions in my subconscious mind, and walking around with the people, I entered the theater which was attached to my school, only it seemed to be a different feeling separate from the boundaries of my mind. i saw my brother sitting in one of the seats, everything was dark. my awareness told me he was dead. i came up to him and asked him what death was like. i noticed that although it was my brothers physical form, there was something off about him. he seemed oblivious to my presence or even uninterested and simply replied by telling me that he wasnt my brother, as if mused i didnt understand but then i began to feel depressed because i felt i lost him. the entity noticed this and sighed and replied that it will go fetch my brother and allow him to talk to me. i didnt understand but then i notice many different balls of energy coming through and out of my brothers body as if taking turns or breaks in the physical form of him. i waited patiently until i recognized my brothers lifelong bored but amused expression materialize. he said "What" but in a nice way and with a smile. i asked him what he was doing, and how he died. he told me that death is really not a bad thing and that there is really nothing to worried about, that its over dramatized and that its alot of fun to inhabit the universe on an astral level and that he regrets not doing it while he was alive. I told him i am having a lucid dream like never before and i see the importance of having an astral experience. i asked him about the other entities inhabiting his body, he told me he invited them into his world to have fun with and they occasionally come into his physical form to take breaks. i was happy to see my astral brother having fun. i told him wish that in real life he will get his physical body to the point of astral awareness. the astral brother told me that he is closer then he thinks. i smiled and exited the scene. i noticed other physical forms in the theater whom were external of my sub C. and i began to think that when im more experienced il interact with these type of beings. i exited the theater and was back in the hallway. i noticed this was one of the longest lucids ever. after what seemed like endless walking around and learning about my mind and the people inside it, for the first time i saw how the dream began to collapse , the world began to shake but i was not afraid, more like at peace i thought it was time to wake up. so i sat down in the field outside school and meditated. i awoke with a new feeling of awareness, never to be forgotten.

was in bellevue walking around old neighborhood with izar, it was sunny. all of a sudden i decide to see if its a dream just for fun. i look at izar and ask him if hes dreaming right now. he looks at me and waits i realize im dreaming. the dream shatters im center stage in a stadium with an electric blue guitar. i look up and start playing "dammit" by blink 182 and singing along to it. i see leo izar allen in the crowd on white stuff dancing with staffs and face paint to the song. i realize im dreaming and continue creating music.

appeared in the china resterant with Leo and my mom, izra and stefai were there, the resterant was high above the ground for some reason. Leo seems troubled as he gives me a hug and i feel inner resistance inside him. i sit down at the table and start chatting with ice and mom about my adventures of 12th grade, i notice leo is not at the table, i decide hes in the bathroom so i head over tehre to wash my hands and talk to him. i Enter the bathroom and find that he has intense neck problems. he tells me the stress, i see him vibrating like on the shrrooms and wished he took me more seriously when i tell him to be more mediatevie and less resistant to the present moment. i decide its allens responsibility just as much as myn. i return to the table with leo he seems better now becomiing less resistant. i smile in accomplishment. though i realize this is just a dream but its to late to be lucid, i wake up.

I was chained to a rock in an arena. i see leo as the leader and king cesar he orders a cloaked figure to enter teh gates and kill me. I become Lucid because a moth lands on my chain, and i break out of the chains and draw a blue electric fire sword and begin battling with the opposing figure. i chop of his head. Leo sees im Lucid and begins to whisper worryingly to his henchmen, he drops to the arena and draws a green electric burning sword. i run at him and we begin a fight that lasts hours.
i realize that i cant beat this entity so i duplicate myself 5 times and destroy him.

the scene changes and i am meditating in a pond, everything feels like im in shroomz, i hear the same echoes i heard in the park that one day when i was meditating with the shrooms. i love these types of lucids because im so at peace with everything. there is a melody playing in the backround and i am feeling intense measures of happiness. i am completely aware that i am dreaming and am even able to think about how to solve problems that are coming to me the next day. the clarity of mind is so at ease and the pond has many ripples because there are ducks who are fighting in it. the pond is frustrated, as the docks disperse i am left alone with the pond, and i see the ripples are gone and the pond is at peace. i decide that i need to calm the mind during the day so as to not have ripples in my life. i see an old lady on a nearby bench feeding the birds, i approach her knowing that she is just part of my mind but decide to talk to her and see what this part of my mind is subconciously thinking. i say hello to her and she says hello back smiliing as if she knows exactly who i am. iask her what role she plays in the construct of my mind. she says she is a part of my imagination and is only present in my mind because my subconcious mind is trying to tell me something. i ask her how i am suppose to know and she said u become in the moment and look around during your day and in your dreams. i ask her what her purpose is now, and she smiled and told me that she just accomplished it. i understood and thanked my subconcious for helping me. i get up and walk around the park being in the moment every step and admiring all the beauty, i see people playing volleyball and girls tanning on the beach and people throwing frisbees. i wonder how much i can learn from all of these different specific energies present in my subconciouse.

i walk farther and see a person meditating on the grass, i approach him and see that it is me but a more adept me. the eyes are different colors one blue and one green and the hair is long in the sides and front. and this clone looks about 26. i say hello and feel the presence to extend a bow. i tell myself to sit down opposite from my 26 year old self. i do so. this strange clone tells me that he is my higher self and will be helping me advance is conciousness whenever i am in the moment enough to access these types of rare dreams. he tells me that most of the world doesnt have these dreams because they cant train to focus there mind on their true existence and serinity. i ask what i need to do and tahnk my higherself for finding me. he tell me i dont need to thank him i did it myself. he tells me to close my eyes and imagine something beautiful taking place everyday for 5 min in a specific way that makes me in tune with my loving energy. meaning that i should continue to amplifiy the love in my life and i will reach the methods nesseary to achieve biokinssis and master my body and reality. he also tells me that for now i should not lose the connection with the divine and to not fear anything strange that happens in my day. i thank him, he says as i progress hel help me throughout my day in different ways i just need to call him through intention. i thank him again and feel the dream breaking. he also tells me not to get distracted. the dream begins to fade and i awake, instantly write down all i remember.

was in a sunny forest in a camp site that me and izra found. there was a water park nearby so me and izra decided we would go to it. i forgot my swimming trunks and left it somewhere in a tree house across the meadow. izra told me he would go with me to look for it. i began to walk through the forest and occasionally look back at izra to see that he was following me. everything looked so surreal and beautiful like a shroom experience. we approached an old house that looked like it was apart of a tree. i began climbing the trees until an old grandma began to stare at me. izra got paranoid like he usually does and i told him to calm down, he told the lady to stop staring at us. she looked as if she knew where my shorts were. Eventually we gave up on looking for the shorts and left back to our campsite. i saw our tent at a distance and it was clear in view. i noticed a pahtway to the right that forked over, it looked like a shortcut to the campsite so i took it. izra was close behind walking with a stick almost like a shepherd observing me and my experience, animals were drawn to him. he told me to stop searching for something that i already know. i didnt get it but i stopped to apply the "knowing" he suggested. right then i stepped on something brisk and looked down to find that the shorts were right under my feet on that particular spot and time of me walking just because i decided to know for that one second. i turn to izra to tell him hes thick for teaching something knew about conciousness and reality of the moemjnt. he tells me i already knew and i compliment him on his shepherd staff. he tells me im thick too and points to my glowing blue bow that i didnt know i was wearing around my neck. i was aghast. we reutrn to the tent and i realize im iin a lucid. right then leo and allen come out of the woods with dina and kara. allen is naked and kara seems annoyed at him for this, they bring the circle things that u need to go down the slides and we approach a huge water slide that we can see in the distance. cant remember from there

I appeared in a tropical environment on a beach and saw a long beach house out on the horizon near the sand, i start running towards it. it feels amazing, just like running on the shrooms. i arrive at the house, its empty but made specifically to my liking, a huge bed lays on the floor and a TV with a screen saver of the ocean playing. i lay down on the bed and feel immense happiness. in doing so izra enters and lays down on this big bed beside me. He turns on the ps3 and we begin playing some racing game, we are laughing our asses off and i notice that allen and stefay are laying on an opposite big bed on the other side of the room smoking and looking towards the beach and ocean having a great time. leo brings in some food he cooked and gives it to us luna being full size following him everywhere. i tell izra i want to go out and play in the sun since its peircing its way through the entire room making the tv look insignificant. izra takes a frisbee and follows me outside, he tells me he learned to throw it miles away and tells me to run a mile across the beach. i do so in a split second with a big leap forward. this junks me back to an understanding, i cud not leap like this in real life, i am lucid. i wait paitiently and see izra as a small dot in the distance, and see a miniscule object approaching me at light speed. i jump 50 feet in the air but miss the frisbee in slow mow, and hear izra laughing in the distance. i leap after the frisbee but the scene changes and the frisbee lands in a field far away. i enter the feild but the frisbee is gone, blue roses surround the entire landscape and i am fully bewildered by their beauty, intricately designed and symbolic forces of power they stare me down and force enregy inside my body. they are speaking through vibration. being lucid is extremely important when nature feeds u energy as they can only channel it to you, and you must harness them inside you in order to progress. the blue roses teach me this in an indirect way and feel my understanding, therefore intensify the amount of energy them inside me. i feel utter gratitude from this energy and feel my entire body lift as if on the DMT experience. with a jolt i awake and realize i have only slept 5 hours and now need to go to school, but am not tired. it seems dreams never tire of their creativity and teaching, hence the reason why they are so important and the waking life.
gherman

i was walking in the park which i took shrooms the firt time, i remembered the bech that i loved to sit in so headed towardst that direction, there upon arriving at the bench i saw izar sitting with all the girls that are my friends from the distance. i approached the bench and found izras arm around kasey and chelsea and 2 other girls on either side of his knee that i did not recognize, izra was sitting in the alpha position legs spread apart clearly controlling the situation. i enter izra waves to me and i say hey, i tell him that this is my bench and realize that im dreaming, he laughs. i try to enter the situation and attract one of the girls, it doesnt work they are too into izra they ignore me. i get pissed off because izras fucking up my dream taking the girls, the scene changes and im in the city of seattle running from the secret police they are trying to catch me, i turn a corner and lose them for a few min and decide to try andd fly on top of a building, my flying screws up and i hit a building 10 feet above me on the wall and fall down, i continue running and find myself in another corner. i see an ex girlfriend waiting for me. i take her and she claims to want to help and run away with me, we enter an old garage and we wait silently. the boss of the secret police comes up to me and claims i need to go wit him into the next dimension that running is futile. i tell i will i just need to say goodbye to my girlfriend one last time, he agrees. i come up to my girl and have pasiionate sex with he rone last time, she cries and says shel go with me. i come back and tell the boss of the secret police that i dont wannt to go anywhere an dtht i refuse i wanna stay with my girl. the scene changes for a third time and im at leos and allen and we are all in the big room together watching a movie at night, there are beds everywhere and we are all having so much fun, im in the middle with allen on my left and stefaya on my right. we are chilling having fun and watching a movie, stephaya is trying to touch allens dick and he keeps rubbing it off trying to watch the movie and play around with me like he did in israel when we slept together in one bed. izar leo eve kara aree on teh floor talking and lounging. all of a susdden i look up through an invisible balnket and see 3 huge beautiful moths on the cieling one black and orange and one bright yellow and one bee, we al run out laughing into leos room to hide, the scene change for the last time and i go to a party inbellevue with friends from moscow, its a house party and everyone is hving fun upstairs,its my friend valerios house party and a costume one, every one has face paint, i promised my friend that id go to another house party so i try to do both but the mom tells me if i leave i cant come bacl.
Pending
i call her a bitch and stay at vale's and have a great time
i wake up

i was in the car with allen leo izra stephanie kara eve and we were driving to a resterant during the day. in the car we were all taking hits, to my surprise izra was taking more hits then anyone, leo was driving and he was smoking as well, suddenly we get pulled over by the cops at stefaya's house, leo puts me in the front seat so that i have to pay the ticket. we arrive at the fast food resterant and there is a huge line to order food, allen kara stefaya izra and eve go to the tables to sit down while i hold the line. when im about to order a big guy pushes me and claims i cut him in line, i deny the accusation and push him back. he strikes me and i fall to the floor, i scream for leo but he is occupied talking to izra, i decide leo is too weak to help me anyway so i scream for allen. allen instinctively hears my cry, runs over and takes the guy by the throat and smashes him in the concrete wall. i laugh as i see the guy getting what he deserves and am grateful for allens presence. upon reading the situation i become luicid and realize im home in russia and not still in the u.s. i smile thanking my dreams for still letting me live the family expereience in my dreams and being able to finish up life in mosocw. i tell allen im dreaming but he tells me he knows that hes lucid too, i run to the others and tell them im dreaming tho they have no idea, i teach them the lucid ways and me and allen lead them through lucid trials around the city. the dream begins to flicker and i realize my time is running out, i accept and tell them we'l continue another night. i wake up moment before the alarm rings as usual.

It turned out to be intricately beautifully, i found myself running away from a faceless dark shadow around bellevue. The day was dark, almost night, i was not lucid. I remember entering my old house from childhood seeking refuge from this dark spirit, i found the house battered and destroyed, nothing to ease my anxiety from what was following me. I opened an old familiar drawer and there be the face of the deadly spirit, (unfortunately its face i cannot remember) gashing out and haunting me once more. in shock i run outside and attempt to get as far away from it as possible, i run as far on to the rode as i can and decide not to stop, but in the distance i see it waiting for me. a tear falls from my face, i cant get away. at that instant i remembered a fragment of the most powerful force in the universe, the one tied to love and happiness, it was acceptance. i stepped forward, grounded ready to face that which was unknown. in that instant a sudden paradoxical realization enters my awareness...this is impossible. i smile a lucid. but this was different then any other iv had before. vast energy was propelling itself inside me, my mind filtered simultaneously with all the limitless possibilities and i found that the shadow spirit was shrinking, a moment of identification made me realize that rather i was levitating. i looked upon the deadly spirit and felt sadness for it, as it was frantically attempting to suck me into its spiral of confusion. i understood that this spirit was me, but in its pure opposite, confused scared alone, filled with anxiety and panic. i developed a blue energy ball and hurled it into the spirit, it instantly changed color and dove into my chest, i felt one with the universe. i looked around at the beautiful landscape that i called home and felt endowed with the power to enter a different dimension. I bid promise to return to this landscape that i have grew to love in my waking state. and, with a shift of my awareness, i appeared in another reality, one that i cannot recall in detail, one that is indescribable, beyond that of human capabilities. i find that all that remains in the core feeling of what it was like. i recalled a movie phrase my cousin had said to be the previous day from pirates of the Caribbean "your off the edges of the map mate, here there be monsters", i smiled while levitating over this new world and dove in at light speed... the adventures i had from their i cannot completely recall... and my memory fades from there. i understood how this dream was teaching me to deal with current life situations, i woke with a smile and confidence to go through the days stress ahead.this a new level of dreaming and look forward to exploring it more as my days continue.
omnipresence.