lucid

I appeared in a tropical environment on a beach and saw a long beach house out on the horizon near the sand, i start running towards it. it feels amazing, just like running on the shrooms. i arrive at the house, its empty but made specifically to my liking, a huge bed lays on the floor and a TV with a screen saver of the ocean playing. i lay down on the bed and feel immense happiness. in doing so izra enters and lays down on this big bed beside me. He turns on the ps3 and we begin playing some racing game, we are laughing our asses off and i notice that allen and stefay are laying on an opposite big bed on the other side of the room smoking and looking towards the beach and ocean having a great time. leo brings in some food he cooked and gives it to us luna being full size following him everywhere. i tell izra i want to go out and play in the sun since its peircing its way through the entire room making the tv look insignificant. izra takes a frisbee and follows me outside, he tells me he learned to throw it miles away and tells me to run a mile across the beach. i do so in a split second with a big leap forward. this junks me back to an understanding, i cud not leap like this in real life, i am lucid. i wait paitiently and see izra as a small dot in the distance, and see a miniscule object approaching me at light speed. i jump 50 feet in the air but miss the frisbee in slow mow, and hear izra laughing in the distance. i leap after the frisbee but the scene changes and the frisbee lands in a field far away. i enter the feild but the frisbee is gone, blue roses surround the entire landscape and i am fully bewildered by their beauty, intricately designed and symbolic forces of power they stare me down and force enregy inside my body. they are speaking through vibration. being lucid is extremely important when nature feeds u energy as they can only channel it to you, and you must harness them inside you in order to progress. the blue roses teach me this in an indirect way and feel my understanding, therefore intensify the amount of energy them inside me. i feel utter gratitude from this energy and feel my entire body lift as if on the DMT experience. with a jolt i awake and realize i have only slept 5 hours and now need to go to school, but am not tired. it seems dreams never tire of their creativity and teaching, hence the reason why they are so important and the waking life.
gherman

i was walking in the park which i took shrooms the firt time, i remembered the bech that i loved to sit in so headed towardst that direction, there upon arriving at the bench i saw izar sitting with all the girls that are my friends from the distance. i approached the bench and found izras arm around kasey and chelsea and 2 other girls on either side of his knee that i did not recognize, izra was sitting in the alpha position legs spread apart clearly controlling the situation. i enter izra waves to me and i say hey, i tell him that this is my bench and realize that im dreaming, he laughs. i try to enter the situation and attract one of the girls, it doesnt work they are too into izra they ignore me. i get pissed off because izras fucking up my dream taking the girls, the scene changes and im in the city of seattle running from the secret police they are trying to catch me, i turn a corner and lose them for a few min and decide to try andd fly on top of a building, my flying screws up and i hit a building 10 feet above me on the wall and fall down, i continue running and find myself in another corner. i see an ex girlfriend waiting for me. i take her and she claims to want to help and run away with me, we enter an old garage and we wait silently. the boss of the secret police comes up to me and claims i need to go wit him into the next dimension that running is futile. i tell i will i just need to say goodbye to my girlfriend one last time, he agrees. i come up to my girl and have pasiionate sex with he rone last time, she cries and says shel go with me. i come back and tell the boss of the secret police that i dont wannt to go anywhere an dtht i refuse i wanna stay with my girl. the scene changes for a third time and im at leos and allen and we are all in the big room together watching a movie at night, there are beds everywhere and we are all having so much fun, im in the middle with allen on my left and stefaya on my right. we are chilling having fun and watching a movie, stephaya is trying to touch allens dick and he keeps rubbing it off trying to watch the movie and play around with me like he did in israel when we slept together in one bed. izar leo eve kara aree on teh floor talking and lounging. all of a susdden i look up through an invisible balnket and see 3 huge beautiful moths on the cieling one black and orange and one bright yellow and one bee, we al run out laughing into leos room to hide, the scene change for the last time and i go to a party inbellevue with friends from moscow, its a house party and everyone is hving fun upstairs,its my friend valerios house party and a costume one, every one has face paint, i promised my friend that id go to another house party so i try to do both but the mom tells me if i leave i cant come bacl.
Pending
i call her a bitch and stay at vale's and have a great time
i wake up

i was in the car with allen leo izra stephanie kara eve and we were driving to a resterant during the day. in the car we were all taking hits, to my surprise izra was taking more hits then anyone, leo was driving and he was smoking as well, suddenly we get pulled over by the cops at stefaya's house, leo puts me in the front seat so that i have to pay the ticket. we arrive at the fast food resterant and there is a huge line to order food, allen kara stefaya izra and eve go to the tables to sit down while i hold the line. when im about to order a big guy pushes me and claims i cut him in line, i deny the accusation and push him back. he strikes me and i fall to the floor, i scream for leo but he is occupied talking to izra, i decide leo is too weak to help me anyway so i scream for allen. allen instinctively hears my cry, runs over and takes the guy by the throat and smashes him in the concrete wall. i laugh as i see the guy getting what he deserves and am grateful for allens presence. upon reading the situation i become luicid and realize im home in russia and not still in the u.s. i smile thanking my dreams for still letting me live the family expereience in my dreams and being able to finish up life in mosocw. i tell allen im dreaming but he tells me he knows that hes lucid too, i run to the others and tell them im dreaming tho they have no idea, i teach them the lucid ways and me and allen lead them through lucid trials around the city. the dream begins to flicker and i realize my time is running out, i accept and tell them we'l continue another night. i wake up moment before the alarm rings as usual.

It turned out to be intricately beautifully, i found myself running away from a faceless dark shadow around bellevue. The day was dark, almost night, i was not lucid. I remember entering my old house from childhood seeking refuge from this dark spirit, i found the house battered and destroyed, nothing to ease my anxiety from what was following me. I opened an old familiar drawer and there be the face of the deadly spirit, (unfortunately its face i cannot remember) gashing out and haunting me once more. in shock i run outside and attempt to get as far away from it as possible, i run as far on to the rode as i can and decide not to stop, but in the distance i see it waiting for me. a tear falls from my face, i cant get away. at that instant i remembered a fragment of the most powerful force in the universe, the one tied to love and happiness, it was acceptance. i stepped forward, grounded ready to face that which was unknown. in that instant a sudden paradoxical realization enters my awareness...this is impossible. i smile a lucid. but this was different then any other iv had before. vast energy was propelling itself inside me, my mind filtered simultaneously with all the limitless possibilities and i found that the shadow spirit was shrinking, a moment of identification made me realize that rather i was levitating. i looked upon the deadly spirit and felt sadness for it, as it was frantically attempting to suck me into its spiral of confusion. i understood that this spirit was me, but in its pure opposite, confused scared alone, filled with anxiety and panic. i developed a blue energy ball and hurled it into the spirit, it instantly changed color and dove into my chest, i felt one with the universe. i looked around at the beautiful landscape that i called home and felt endowed with the power to enter a different dimension. I bid promise to return to this landscape that i have grew to love in my waking state. and, with a shift of my awareness, i appeared in another reality, one that i cannot recall in detail, one that is indescribable, beyond that of human capabilities. i find that all that remains in the core feeling of what it was like. i recalled a movie phrase my cousin had said to be the previous day from pirates of the Caribbean "your off the edges of the map mate, here there be monsters", i smiled while levitating over this new world and dove in at light speed... the adventures i had from their i cannot completely recall... and my memory fades from there. i understood how this dream was teaching me to deal with current life situations, i woke with a smile and confidence to go through the days stress ahead.this a new level of dreaming and look forward to exploring it more as my days continue.
omnipresence.