photonist

I had this very very vivid dream today,

I was someplace familiar which i do not recognize the more i try to remember it the more it becomes supernatural, like it was more of a place of an analogy anyways there is possibility of a war between us and russia and in that place i am, army tries to get men to enlist and get into war, i say no or i try to run away after i say yes i dont remember anyways i run away and find myself at a semi-abandoned city, i get into a market and directly take all lighter stuff(gasoline,lighters etc etc) thinking that most important thing is fire to survive
and after that i stay in some abandoned buildings lighting a fire during the night

( BTW i somehow realize that i am dreaming and i somehow,unconsciously direct the scenerio towards something i would like! i felt that even i was not lucid, i felt like this again in another dream last week or before)

i think i underestimated the quality of the reality of dreams, the physics of light, shadows, reflections and most of i could rememver/observe was very accurate and realistic

on second dream i saw my cousine, she was going to primary school, and she said she goes to another city everyday to go to school and there was some conversation

on third dream i was on facebook, unlike me i wrote "anyone to play x game?" and a girl which is quite distant to me even i try to be nice and friendly said "hahaha okay lets play" i kind of hated dreaming about pc, tech and facebook

on fourth dream i was with my brother on street we somehow found a gun and we were playing with it and there was a guy we didnt say "piss off" and he got spoiled, played with our ancient like gun, he fired it it was firing 4-5flaming burning red like iron balls just like guns of 200year ago anyways then he started to aim to a street cat i said hey dont do that cmon man and after that he aimed for someone i know(i dont remember who it waas maybe it was just dreamy feeling of i know hehe) and he fired, it hit fences of balcohony and i started to beat him,

like one of my nightmares i was so powerless so weak in my dreams though i beat im so hard i did it but it was challenging