non-lucid

Lucid-Non Lucid-Comments-Dialogue

Prologue:

This is probably one of the best dreams I've had in ages, in that it lasted what I perceived to be a day ,the downside is that length messes with my recall, I think if I interpreted it correctly its highly significant. There is this girl IRL who has been messing with me and I couldn't stop thinking about her to the point where I think I was obsessed. So during the day I decided to let go because of the way I was reacting, it wasn't healthy.


Going Away:

This same night I had a dream that we hooked up and had the best time ever.
We did so much shit that I cant even recall most of it,
but it included museums,rollercoasters, movies, parks and fountains which took almost the whole day. Then during the evening we were walking hand-in-hand down a city street, when she suggested that-

"we should go away for a bit".
"you mean on on Holiday?.
".....yeah".
"ok".

So we walked into some shopping centre to buy our tickets.

"their on aisle 5".

So I looked up, and the signs said that aisle 5 was down the corridor,
but as I started to walk she tapped me on the shoulder and said-

"Its right here".

Pointing to my right, where sure enough I saw rows of office spaces and one of them had 5 on it ( What I was thinking at this point was- how come she knows where we are going?, coz I sure don't!, and I have never been to this shopping centre!)

The scene changes to after we had bought the tickets and had booked a room in the hotel/shopping centre.
I didn't even care that we had separate beds I was too happy. Then she says-

"I'm leaving...for a bit".

"ok"

I thought she needed something from the shops.
So I'm sitting on one of the beds and start reflecting on what just happened as I think out loud-

" Its funny that after I let her go and abandoned all hope, that's when we finally get together"-

Hold on!, so I looked around the room and became lucid but it was too late. I woke up sad that I had spent a whole day in a dream that I thought was real this was too cruel.

Summary:

This dream was on my mind the whole day so I had time to break it down. What I came up with is this- As soon as I made the mental decision to stop with my mini obsession, my subconscious took it upon itself to give me one last moment with my perception of her which was basically perfection. But even this moment was laced with clues.

Firstly, she suggested that "we should go away" Not "I" but "we" meaning that she was taking me with her, but of-course this cant be,so we go deeper meaning a part of me was going with her "away" which in this case means the part that held all these hopes, fears and obsessions about her would be gone.

Secondly, I don't know why there was a time skip between buying the tickets and booking the room but my theory is that there were two-me's and I was given the opportunity to view what was happening through both perspectives, one part going away and one part left behind hence the feelings of being led and not knowing what's going on. Maybe I had become comfortable with that part of me so he was reluctant to leave.

Thirdly, in the room scene the beds symbolised the separation either it was just about to be done or it had already been done and I was viewing things from the "me" that was going to be left behind.

And lastly, she didn't come back!. I will have to wait and see if she makes any appearances in my future dreams and how my subconscious reacts.

After breaking it down I honestly felt like this is what happened because a wave of happiness descended upon me because It was like my subconscious did it in such an enjoyable way allowing me to spend time with my perception of her in such vividness that I truly believed I was awake.

Goals:
1- Thank subconscious.

Lucid, Non lucid, Comments

Inventing Headphones:

my recall has been terrible these past few days, mainly due to school work. Anyway I was walking around when I realised that my headphones had two light bulbs on each side. So I took them off to examine them closer and thats when I recieved a fake memory of me inventing them in a workshop? they were pretty sophisticated because they had loads of buttons and dials around the speakers, for things such as temperature control. I was feeling kinda hot so I turned one of the dials and a cool breeze started coming out of the speakers( I don't even know how that would work, maybe fans?). Then I was on a plane(dream-sign) and they were playing music even though I hadn't connected them to anything.

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Futuristic Ninjas:

I was watching a ninja war from above. I didn't have a body, just awareness. The battle field was like a wooden maze with huge parks in certain places. There were two factions, gold and black, they looked like regular ninjas only their suits looked futuristic and they had helmets with visors. The gold ninjas were winning. I kept wondering why ninjas were fighting each other head on. Clearly the gold were winning, so if I was the boss of the blacks I would employ sneak tactics. But instead the ninjas would teleport to each other and then start using martial arts. There was a gold ninja standing on top of a building just watching the fight like me, I assumed he was the boss of the golds. I zoomed in on him,and he was radiating a lot of energy...

Suddenly I had a body, I was a ninja dressed in all black..shit!. With my visor I could see what was actually happening when two ninjas came head to head, their arms would rapidly fire bursts of energy and if you took too many hits you die. I was crouching behind some stacks of wood, paranoid that some gold ninja was going to kill me any second. Everything felt so intense...then I saw a gold ninja about 200 hundred yards away, I took the quietest step of my life thinking if I can get to him before he turns around..instantly I was behind him, my right arm just acted on its own and fired two deadly shots into his back( cowardly I know but..I was a ninja!)

Now I was out in the open, I needed a place to hide but there was nothing. time skips and it turns out I killed about five ninjas with my tactic, as I'm finishing off the sixth the gold boss notices me. He seems faster and stronger than everyone on the battle field, I start running for my life. It turns out the ninjas weren't tele-porting, just moving faster than my human eye could perceive.

We leave the maze and end up on a high-way somehow, I take a glimpse behind and crash into a truck?. With my back on the wind shield I look up and the gold ninja lands on-top of me, about to unleash a deadly blow...my little sister wake me up


Way home:

fragment of me getting lost and some guy showing me the way back home, but it involved climbing buildings and mountains. and then at the end he waved goodbye and said shalom?.