non-lucid

I'm on a road in the middle of the country. I need a ride. I hitch hike with a man who is driving an old blue truck with a fenced back. in the black of the truck is a strange animal. it looked like a hippo but with a worse temper. the man said it was always trying to flip the truck. I get in the passenger side and he drives to my hometown. as we enter, I notice a festival of some kind with all my friends and a bunch of older townsfolk. the hippo starts flipping out and rolls the truck in the middle of a highway. it proceeds to head for the people. I jump ontop of the hippo and try to steer it away from the crowd. it heads right, away from most people. I was flung against a wall. I got up and chased the hippo around a corner. after turning, I see the hippo infront of me, facing me. It charges at me and pushes me all the way to the highway again. so im on the farthest side of the highway and the hippo is on the other closer to the crowd. the hippo was trying to choose where to charge. I see a semi on the highway driving in my direction. I scream at the hippo trying to get it to charge at me so the semi would hit it. finally the hippo charges at me and the semi hits it. but oddly as they collide, im blown away and get up to see im with the crowd of people. Im face down on the ground and when I stand up I see my friend scott standing in front of me. I give him a huge hug and felt something amazing, like I was perfectly comfortable and about to go to sleep. As I slowly closed my eyes I saw elyse turn around the corner to see me hugging scott. then I fell asleep.

im a US soldier in another country, I think south korea. Im with my 3 other brothers and Ghost Leader from ghost recon: future soldier. we are walking along a dirt road into a small town, I think we just got back from a mission. It is very hot and we are all tired. we are thinking of transferring here permanently. we get to the house were stationed at. we enter the house and I realize the living room looks the same as my grandmothers with all her furniture. there is a married couple living in the house with a daughter or niece who is about 30 years old. ghost leader talks to us about staying here, he wants us to reconsider and leave to fight in another mission. we decide to refuse and stay. my brothers go to their rooms, I sit in the living room for a while, but I become uncomfortable around the married couple and girl. I get up and check all the rooms.

I dont remember anything after that.

Im playing a CoD game, probably mw2. Im doing pretty well, running around with a silenced usp, but I notice its really hard to kill people cuz it takes so many shots and its kind of laggy. someone in the game is talking to me, they are pissed at me for some reason, maybe just mad that I won. The game ends and I find myself lying in my bed. There are 7-8 cellphones on the ground that all look the same. They start to ring and the caller starts talking to me. he has a really creepy, stalker-ish voice. I can't remember what he says, but it scares me. I hide under my blankets and try to ignore the voice. I fall asleep and have a false awakening. I wake up and look at my phone, but there are still several phones on the ground next to my bed. The creepy voice comes back and threatens me and makes fun of me. I wake up (for real) an hour early, but expect there to be a creepy voice so I didn't look for my phone and try to go back to sleep.

I oddly had a dream that was very similar to a real event from my childhood. it wasn't that special, I was at Cory's house, in a rural area with no houses around us. I was only 10 and Cory was like 14-15. Now that I'm older I find it odd that I would spend the night at other kids houses when they were as old as my older brothers, but anyways...

We were in his yard looking at a small, old playground that had grass and weeds growing up to my waist. Cory was telling me there was a hornets nest in the playground. We wanted to get a good look at the nest so we carefully sneaked into the tall grass. Unlike what really happened, I seemed to feel smaller and the grass crowded around me. we found the hornets nest behind the ladder, and we were both daring each other to hit the nest with a stick. Cory gave in and swung the stick really hard at the nest. we both ran like hell as soon as he hit it. I could hear the buzzing like it was going around my head over and over. We ran into Cory's garage. We were both out of breathe and i didn't notice that Cory had his dogs in their cages. The dogs barked at me and made me jump. we laughed for a while and decided to get something to eat.

my dream starts to fade as we make pb&j sandwiches and eat. my vision fades like my mind fell asleep while watching my dream, later on I come back to my dream, re-living my old memory. Im playing checkers with Cory and his grandmother walks by us saying something to Cory about supper. She says something to me that makes me laugh.
things fast-forward to night time. im in Cory's room and were playing a video game. we get bored and decide to watch a dragon ball z vhs tape. we had to share a bed, but I didn't mind. we were talking about something I can't remember and my dream ends.

im a student in a large medieval-like college. im very shy and docile around everyone. most students look like normal college kids, except 1 of them is haruko from Fooly Cooly. She teases with me throughout my classes, like making me find a new seat with her in the middle of class, and she argues with the professors. She persuades me into being rebellious and I stop being docile all the time. I learn to question authority, and eventually she creates a small posse with me and 2-3 other students. we become a small rebelious force and the college guards takes notice. as we walk up a large stone fleet of stairs, haruko eyes at a group of guards walking up to us. she turns to me and tells me something along the lines of "doing what I think is right" or "believing in myself". she smiles at me and then the guards separate us. one of the guards ties my hands and begins to put a metal mask over my face with a padlock on the back. I see my reflection in a shiny metallic door frame and think about what haruko said. at first im affraid and consider accepting my punishment, I lower my head and can feel the guard rubbing against my back and slowly bending me forward, sexually. I close my eyes and try to concentrate. I throw my head back as hard as I can and hit the guard. The mask falls off and I untie my hands. I run outside, but everyone is gone. I go out to the courtyard and see people from my posse casting spells(like in skyrim), causing the guards to be frozen in time, giving me time to do whatever it is im supposed to do. I begin to run and think about what im supposed to do. In the courtyard a shadow form of a dragon(like skyrim) lands infront of me, trying to kill me. I run to a magical shrine, where i can learn a special spell. as I read the writing on the shrine I begin to glow. I return to the dragon and cast my spell, which was something about manipulating time. as I cast the spell everything becomes gloomy and dark. There are black ashes floating in the air and everything becomes vivid. As my dream becomes lucid I wake up.

im in my drive way talking about something, possibly about getting a pet.
i see a transparent and floating jelly fish. it was definitely supernatural like a ghost or spirit.
another apparition formed from the air and floated around with the jelly fish.
it kept morphing into weird and usually spherical creatures.
i got my cellphone out to take a picture.
the creature would become more and less transparent as i focused my camera.
my parents we still inside the house and asking me what i saw. i told them and said the creatures were teaching me about something very important. kind of like the meaning of life or something.

im in my room and i just took out my bag of weed. im getting ready to smoke when my dad knocks on the door so I hide my liter and hitter. he walks in and says something. hes about to leave when he gives me a stern look and looks at something behind me. I turn around to see that i left my bag of weed out on my bed. I put on my O face and then woke up.


notes: little bit high, took some melatonin and xanex

had two dreams last night.
first- i was at work(a grocery store) and was busy doing little chores around the store. i was in the back room and heading for the )front of the store. 2 employees were working at the front(both ive never seen) and talking about something. I made a funny comment to one of the employees(a girl with brown hair and a red shirt also very tan skin). at this point I start to notice the store is dauntingly huge. i walk down the second(or third) aisle walking towards the back again. I notice two actual employees i know in real life. they are a couple and are standing on a catwalk about 20 ft above the floor. I notice the RL guy has his hand on her(RL girl) side, so i look away. i look back at them to try and act normal and say hi, but notice the girl is now topless and waving at me in her normal cheery way. every1 was acting normal except me. I look away almost immediately, even more embarrassed. I try to walk by and mind my own business. she comments on my shirt i have on. i look down at it and see that im wearing a black tee shirt with a face on it. from my angle the face had an angry/disgusting look. then the dream ends.

second dream- im at my grandmas house( in the middle of cornfields). im watching the news with my family. there is a warning about a meteor that will crash near us. I rush to the window in my grandma's kitchen. at first i dont see anything but then i start to see the meteor and i watch it land near the coast of an ocean. I watch as a giant explosion erupts from the crash. I can see all the smoke and debris heading for us. I tell everyone to rush down to the basement. we all hide quietly. after a short while i go back up to check whats happened. I notice a little bit of dust clouds around still. everything seemed quiet. I then saw a large cloud of debri and it was moving towards our house. i start to yell for everyone to get back down and be very quiet. I watch the cloud of debri come closer and I see that there is some machine moving towards us that is creating all the debris to fly around it. I cant get a good view of the machine. i see it stop in out drive way. all I can see is the top of the machine(which looked like it could have been a yellow hummer. I also see a little bit of the top of some peoples heads. I panic assuming they are aliens and hide in the basement with my brother. we both jump to the conclusion that the aliens are friendly and are just taking all the humans to heaven. I begin to feel stranded having fled the aliens. my brother and i decide to go upstairs. as we go up stairs I notice there is a rediculous amount of stairs to climb and make a joke about it to my brother. we see my mother sitting on a couch in the dark( I assume). I sit next to her and we say something to each other. then my mom tells me its her time to go(to heaven) so i tell her i love her and hug her. dream ends.

Im in a giant tank of water but im not scared. it was quiet and lifeless. then I saw a light gleaming off of a beautiful girls body. After seeing her something in me just clicked. I was captivated and felt a very lucid surge of emotion and purpose(to swim to her). the closer I get the brighter everything gets. I wake up when I get close to her.

notes: very stoned when I went to sleep.

i wasnt lucid during any of my dream-

im with this guy in some sewer type place. either he hired me or i hired him to help use this weird maze-machine-trap gizmo(it was about the size of a small table and round and i could see the inside the machine). the machine required 2 people to stick their arm into each side of the machine. we had to move our hand threw a maze inside the machine, bending our arm in impossible shapes. we both reached the center of the machine where a blue orb was glowing. then(i think) i said he could reach the orb without my help from that point(im guessing he hired me, still not sure). then he told me to grab the orb to. i guess i also wanted it for some reason. before we went to touch the orb he told me he was going to be my best friend after we touch the orb. i was a little weirded out after he said that but we touch the orb anyways. as soon as we did the orb turned red and its glow increased. i felt almost electrified and felt extremely uncomfortable. my whole body was in terrible discomfort. then everything went black but i still felt the pain. i started a new dream where i was at some weird store while on a field trip. i was walking around the store and still felt the discomfort. i was worried or paranoid about people looking at me. the dream just kinda trailed off from there.

2 nights ago:
i was watching a new show on comedy central. it was hosted by those 2 guys from Shawn of the Dead and Hot Fuzz. and there was a third host who was the guy with glasses from The League. the show started with the first 2 guys in the middle of the street talking. then instead of me watching them on the tv, i am where the camera would be. the hosts talk about going to some place so i walk away to get into my car. as i start driving, cars start hitting each other like its a race or demolition derby. i hit a car but kept going to the place the hosts were talking about. we get there and we enter a gym that is set up to be a dance. the 2 hosts join up with the 3rd host and crash the dance and start saying stuff in the microphone. i found it hilarious. then i woke up(false awakening) thinking how odd it was that my dream could be so funny. i woke up lying on a couch in my bedroom where my computer should be. i go back to bed(in my dream) and then i wake up(for real).


the next night:

im a soldier, walking with my squad. the hallways we were walking in looked like the halls from starwars(black, sleek tiles with white light strips on the walls). we walk into a dead end. my squad just kinda dissapears. i see other soldiers, they are polish or something. there were a lot of them and they were allies so i felt safe. then the german army came. i found an open door and hid behind it, but peeked to see what was happening. they were all wearing black armor and helmets that looked like darth vader's helmet. they killed all the polish soldiers. then i saw a really tall and muscular soldier, kinda like the juggernaut from xmen(live action movie not cartoons), but in black. i closed the door and ran away. i found a room with all my friends in it. i explained to them that the german army killed all the polish soldiers and they strangly looked like darth vader impersonators. they all just laughed a little and didnt take it seriously. then i woke up.

same night:

starts with my playing basketball with some guy. he didnt wear a shirt and was muscular, looked pretty douchey as well. after playing for a while he asks if i wanna go look for some girls to hit on. i agree and we walk down the street. we go to a park and see 2 moderately attractive girls. the douchey guy im with talks to one of them as i stand next to him but she says she has to leave to meet some other guys. then he starts talking to the other girl, but she isnt interested. then the douchey guy starts gropping her trying to have sex. he gets very physical so i push him off her and she starts to run away. he gets pissed off and tries chasing her. i end up tackling him and she runs away. he calms down and i stand up and try to catch my breath. out of no where i see 2-3 sailormoon girls floating down the street saying something(dont know what) and i remember being very confused. i turn around and see that the girl that ran away came back becuz she wanted to have sex with the same guy that i pulled off of her. that made me more confused and then i woke up.



notes:
Ive been getting some really weird dreams lately.
i dont get false awakenings that often
its been about 6 days since smoking a fairly large amount of pot(for my age and size).

nonlucid:

i was in my biology II class. the lights were off for a presentation. the projector was on. we were reading in our book. my back was to the door. someone farted in class and i started laughing really hard. i was the first to laugh so people thought it was me. i was frustrated becuz i couldnt convince them but then class settled down. we started reading. i tried to read but it was very difficult to read the words. i woke up. went back to bed without getting up and continued my previous dream. i was still trying to read the words in my book but i couldnt. seemed like i was trying to read for 10 minutes before i woke up.

short dream:
(apparently in my dream i had schizophrenia with multiple personalities) i was at a friends house in his kitchen, and my friend was asking me to do something, but then i switched personalities and started to walk out the house but then became myself again and walked back to the kitchen and tried to explain to my friend that i was schizophrenic. he just looked at me confused and i woke up while trying to explain.

people in dream: me, josh, heather, formen from House(dont know why he was there at all. he didnt do much), and swarms of zombies(or locust)
in the dream the zombies weren't really zombies, they were more like the locust from gears of war but with skinnier bodies and no guns(but still smarter than a zombie).



dream starts with me in a small circle of my friends(josh, heather, and the formen from House) talking about what we are going to do to survive a zombie outbreak. there are about 20 other random people we are trying to lead to safety. we find a large dump truck and fill the back with the 20 random people and we get into the cab of the truck. we drive into a city and every building is a skyscraper(in third person view above the truck). ALL of the buildings have flames spewing out of the windows and zombies are jumping out of the windows trying to attack us. there were millions of zombies jumping out and on the streets. we turned left and then made a right(trying to avoid the swarms of zombies on the street). as soon as we turned right a building collapses onto the road. we turn left as a last option and see more zombies running down the road. another building had already collapsed to our right and there was a giant crater filled with debris and flames. we drove off the road into the crater. we smashed threw all the debris to a lower floor. the 20 people we were trying to save were stuck in the truck and the swarm of zombies got them. so we 4 were left. everything was covered in debris and flames except for an apartment hallway. we ran down the hallway and the hallway started to look like the hallway in my house. i opened the door to my room and we all hid inside. i held the door shut while the zombies tried to break in. the others were trying to find another way out of the room. there was a window but it lead to my front yard and the zombies were still out there. the other 3 covered the window and i held the door shut. this lasted for several hours, until the next morning(dream fast forwarded). after waiting out so long, the zombies broke up and most all of them left. I could still sense that one of them was outside the door waiting for me. so i grabbed a pencil, opened the door, and stabbed it in the eye. we tried to be quiet to not get any of the zombies' attention. we sneaked into the back room of my house to exit threw the window leading to my backyard. formen(from House) decided to jump threw the window in my living room leading to the front yard(he probably got caught). we walked up to the window in the back of my house and we could hear zombies in the front of the house coming towards us. we knew we would be safe if we ran out to my back yard because there is an open field and no zombies. we all climbed out the window and the dream ended as soon as my feet touched the ground.


side notes:
actually survived a nightmare(can't remember any other times this has happened), and I did so with my friends still alive and with me.
after waking up I felt amazed that I actually survived a nightmare. every other time I deal with swarms of scary things I always die and wake up.

i always wake up and fall back to sleep in the mornings(when i have time to sleep) so i become lucid through WBTB and DILDs

red = lucid


dream starts with demons and other creatures chasing me through a series of tunnels. im running away with 2 other guys. the 2 guys are farther than me so as we run they close the doors behind them leaving me behind. i have to yell for them to open the door and they do eventually. this happens twice and then we run into a room with 3 closed doors. we open the 2 doors on each side of the room and find demons on the other end so they run for the last door but there are demons there as well. the 2 guys get grabbed so i close the door and try to thing of what to do. i start to remember that this has happened before and there must be a way out. thats when i remember its a dream. i know that i have to get rid of the demons before they grab me so i dont wake up. i open a side door and see demons coming towards me. i try a verbal command for them to disappear but they keep coming. they are right in front of me so i close my eyes(and can still hear them) and think of what i want to see. i open my eyes to the sound of silence. i turn the corner of the dungeon hall and i see a bright light. the light dims down and i see that i am in a glass tube(like in bioshock), under the sea. i stare at all the underwater life and i watch a whale swim by the glass tube. there is an elegant door at the end of the tube im in. as i open it i see a bright light again. i start dreaming normally again. im in a game(black ops most likely), it was an fps.

second dream-
i go back into dreaming normally and my dream starts with me driving with my friend thomas. we are being chased by cops. we drive all around my hometown till we crash and run away on foot. we get away and i walk home. my dad tries to tell me to turn myself in but i dont(ive just lost interest in the chase). i go to my computer and see a bunch of MSN conversations started. i read them and then go to sleep. thats when i wake up.