non-lucid

So, this is my first DJ entry. I got inspired to once again get up on that horse and continue my quest for lucid dreams due to a pretty enervating experience i had this night, so I decided to start a dream journal here on DV.

First Dream of the Night (non-lucid/fragments)

It was a beautifully sunny summer day, and I found myself, dressed in my swim-shorts, being on some kind of wooden construction in the middle of a lake/on the ocean. The construction was almost like a big raft, but it didn't float - it was somehow grounded. On the wooden thingy are two headphones, more precisely my pair of headphones and my friends pair that i borrowed from him the day before. I pick up my pair and drop them in the water. Terrified of breaking or losing them to the deep water (they are pretty expensive) i grab a hold of the cord and try to pull them out of the water. But unfortunately the cord disconnects with the headphones (the cord is not integrated with them, so it could happen IRL too) and i see them sink into the water.

Now the weird stuff starts to happen that i don't really remember much of. Somehow i start to levitate or fly, but it's not willingly and i can't control where I'm going. Levitating higher and higher I again find my headphones, that earlier sank into the water, in my hands. Immediately afterwards the unknown force that controlled my flying started to thrust me in air in all possible directions. I let go of my headphones and then I don't remember anything else.

Second Dream of the Night (DILD lucid dream)
I woke up at around 7AM due to my autistic brother waking up and being in a bad mood (meaning he starts shouting/screaming). He kept me awake for a good 30 minutes where i got up, went to the toilet and got a cup of water.

After falling asleep again i find myself in a house, standing in the entrance doorway. In the room in front of me there are children playing so I know that I'm in a family home. A head springs out from the other room and a DC walks into the room with the children. It's a girl that I was in the same class with in high school that i never really cared about or found attractive or even liked. At that moment when I saw her i immediately knew that I was dreaming. I just knew it so I didn't even bother to do a reality check. I stood still for a couple of seconds trying to get a hold of how stable the dream was and found that it was in fact really stable, and I also noticed that I was a lot more lucid than I usually am in other LD's. All good!

I'm not proud of it but my primitive urges got a hold of me after I got lucid, so I followed the girl into the next room where we sat on the couch next to each other. She was watching the TV, but I just whipped out my dick and started to stroke it while watching her reaction. To my surprise she didn't actually engage in a sexual activity but just said "oh no, you got the wrong idea" and stood up and walked into another room. I didn't really care about that and thought to myself "yeah well maybe that's for the best, she's not hot anyway lol". I got up and followed her, because I wanted to turn her into another girl. She had closed the door behind her and right before I'm about to open it she opens it and walks to me. It's just that she isn't she anymore - she is an even uglier girl that's dressed in a dominatrix costume and ready to have sex, but I felt like it was her anyway. "Oh hell no, I'm not getting into that shit" I say to myself, and turn around so I'm not facing her anymore. I'm trying to imagine her as a girl that I know that i find really attractive and also had a crush on for quite a while. I turn around, and she's almost transformed (half/half ugly girl/hot girl). I do it again and now she's fully transformed into that beautiful girl. And she's looking naughty too She guides me upstairs to a bedroom where she sits and winks at me.

Now the worst thing that could happen happens. I feel the LD freezing in time and I immediately know that something is wrong. I can hear my brother again from outside the dream, waking me up with his shouting. I'm starting to feel my physical body more and more until the dream is completely gone and I'm awake. Needless to say, I was pretty pissed off this morning...