serine87

About two months ago I kept having LDs every night or sometimes more than once in each night and they freakd me out... they always started the same I would be in my room and instantly know that I was asleep. When I first startd having these I always saw my mirror no refection where ever I would look it was like I had obscured "mirror vison" ... some times my walking was impaired and once I was stuck in my bed with no movement, it freakd me out I tryd pinching myself screaming anything to wake myself up but it didnt work... no matter bc they never lasted long anyway and at the time I was very grateful they didnt it was really scary and confusing to me as to why I was having these kinds of dreams... so I started doing some research and found out what was happening. .. and I decided my next ld I would fly ( I had flying dreams in my past and they are so amazingly real its out this world the feeling and reality of it) so my next n last Ld I was in my room and I was still a little weary of it but I tryd to will myself to fly but all I could do was bounce around my ceiling and walls... then I woke up gasping
Since then about two mths ago I havent had any Lds and if im lucky I remember maybe bits of my dream. I was meditating and exercising more than I have been lately so im hopeing if I get back on a more pure spiritual path I can willingly achieve Lds any feed back or eexperience anyone has with this would be greatly appreciated and ill keep posted if I have any progress. ..