non-lucid

I couldnt get off this boat, i was stuck there forever for some reason. It was like a vacation i was on. I wish i could tell people i was there because it was unreal. I had no communication with the outside world except my little cousin kaily who texted me all the time she is 15 and i couldnt reply to her. The same thing would happen day in and out. It was like an experiment i was being held a part of. No one aged on this boat. There was the same party every day on the lower deck but i never went down there. Theres one more person who started becoming self aware besides me
And he lost it. So they killed him. I knew what was happening. I knew i was being held hostage. There were sometimes you were able to go home for two minutes. But only two times. I wasted both my minutes. As selfish as it was i was anle to bring someone else where i was. not remember who it was but they were very close to me when they arrived it happened in this secret room. They just appeared in the chamber in front of me and i was able to give them a constant emotion of joy, sorrow, or pain while om the boat, and change their body size. Also i checked my phone i was there from october 18th to December 30th is the last day before i woke up. Theres more to the dream but i can barely remember this. If youve had this dream or know what its about or just want to hear more please message me this dream worried me very badly.

It was a rather odd start but i began third person view of my self pushing a man eating a Twix out of the way of a slow moving vehicle he was never in any danger haha. His candy goes flying into the other street dramatically and i go pick it up, and run off. I'm running, he's chasing me and i make a short stop at this bridge and throw alot of Twix at the people below like i did them a favor. I ran off again, guy still chasing me for his candy and im long gone. then i look at myself watching me, almost like i look into the camera and i say "always backtrack, they'll never expect it" this was almost like a commercial but when im home free i end up at this weird school thats has grades pre-k through senior year in college. There's many people gathering and learning outside i walk past these little children and i let one of theem pass infront of me because he didnt look like he knew where he was going. But then this little blonde headed boy comes out of no where, and tells me to follow him, I see him into the school, he opens the door for me. He has a little trouble and we continue walking down a long hallway to this room where there are two tables, one with a psychiatrist who wants me to come live with her while i attend college and seems quite excited about it. But while i was going to be living with her she would be studying me. I immediately say yes to her. The other table there was this man and a beautiful woman in a doctor's coat complete with stethoscope around her neck, and they want me to come study at this school. The psychiatrists asks me a bunch of questions and she seems interested in me. She gets on the phone with someone and all i hear is jibberish, she hangs up And starts yelling frantically about how if i go with her we're going to be able to go to "Broom University, in London." (No, i'm pretty sure thats not a real place) Thats when i start freaking out and I say "I wanna go to Brooklyn!" for some reason I said this even though i heard her. And she says "Brooklyn?" I say "yeah thats what you said right?" She says " No everyones saying different things right now!" Then thats where i say angrily "Well, somebody's lyin' around here" Then i woke up.

I was really excited to go to London. I thought it was real.