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I have been with my husband for 9 years. I am 33 years old and happily married. 8 years ago my husband was still my boyfriend andvi was in another state and I found out he cheated on me so this really cute guy in the military asked me out and out of pure revenge I said yes. I got really drunk and we had sexual relations..I went home and a couple of days later this guy who lives half way across the country calls me we end up secretly having a long distance relationship over Skype and phone for 7 years without physically seeing each other ever again..it has been almost 2 years since I've spoken to him and it ended abruptly. I dreamed about him lady night and now I can't stop thinking about him. This has happened way more than once. I love my husband and I can't figure out why this is happening help please :/
In my dream he comes to me in a work setting while I'm outta town on business and I'm so happy to see him we talk for a while then end up having sex multiple times. In my dream my husband texts me and tells me he doesn't feel good and I say I'm sorry baby but I literally just had finished having sex with the other guy. I'm so confused









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